Wednesday, August 6, 2008
we will never say good-byee...
3 Rubi is just like a family, we must have a complete set of 38 souls in it, each with distinct personality. However, they can be catergorized into 3 groups on the basis of their character traits, either inherent through genes or developed through association. Nothing much but we couldnt left anyone of them out.
After today, only 15 of us remain in the same environment that we're so used too. The laughters, those pervert jokes, the chitty-chattys, the loudspeakers.....we form an inseparable bunch and have fun whenever we have the chance to do so. Even when lessons are being conduct, we still conduct like who we are. Those firm frienship formen in the class throughout these years, those that have withstood the tests of the good and the bad times, are those that are priceless. It is with these friends we can reminisce times gone but never forgotten.
I will totally miss ain and nurin sharing thier ever-so-lame jokes behind me, hungling our beauty consultant, loanshark of the class, shazlina shafee. My dear siva with her architect tutor. Last but not least, those who i've not mentioned.
Missing but dearly missed. They are always a part of 3 Rubi where they are. There and then.
the hardest thing to do is to say bye bye "
PS : need not further eleboration bout the emo-ness
PPS : hoping things are fine with jingyi, my stressed-up bestie.
PPPS : happie burfday elaine chng or ching? just have a great one kay?
PPPPS : THANA YAP SHUMY still sounded nice wit SEAN YAP.
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
random crap
Everyday i have so many things to settle. Time and tide waits for no man is a fact.
My first thought every morning i open my eyes is : do i have anything important today?
am i wanted ?
Unfortunately, i have very important things to settle e. v. e. r. y. d. a. y and i have responsibilities. The weekdays are quite pack with tuition. One and a half hour per secc, four times a week. This makes my mum hint me to drop koko activities cos she thinks it's too much. That is not the major fact why i am so tired now. I did my oral test. Both bahasa and language. three more coursework to be done in a month time. Teachers handing homework and expect us to ge it done asap as if we're some robots. *grow some brains*
Few days back, thana and me were talking bout our emotions. Well, i find that i am not the only emo kid in my circle. These days are realli horrible for those around me esp those who cared. Poured out so much to her. She shared hers as well. Someone did something in class and i eventually went melting down like snow. It has nothing to do with the person that " melted " me cos she did it unintentionally. I also see cupcakes in pairs.
I have plans for weekends. To the kelas kedua bengkel and someone's secret party. Thanx to the bestie. =)
ps : my bestie's bro thinks that i am my bestie's boyfriend.
pps : he claims that she loves me as her boyfriend.
ppps : to the bestie, i love you no matter what!! *huggs* and i know u love me too. =)
pppps : he's just lame. laugh all u want.
ppppps : my bestie getting braces!! *boo-hoo*
pppppps : i miss daddy who left for hongkong ytd.
pppppps : i have a life!!
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Sunday, July 1, 2007
i still don't DARE....
nite went metro point 2 c wats going on...damm tired d but dad says go & c means i follow oni...saw Baskin Robbin..it recall bac sum of da memories dat i didn't wanted 2 recall...dad offer me sum but i refuse cos i dun wanna
recal bac anythng bout him...but till 2day..when i see dat Baskin Robbin ice-cream my mind will automatically recalled da hard tym...regarding tis..i dun hav anythng 2 say...'speachless'..anyway i tried 2 comfort myself by saying " u will be ok when v leave da store!!!" i kept repeating it untill v left da store...i can still smell da fresh pain v leftfrm da wound dat 4 each other 1 year ago...its still fresh in my memory...myb he will remain da best & sweetest part of my life un till my last breath...who knows sumday later....things might change when time comes...
1 year ago v left a clear & deep wound in each another...now u wanted 2 heal it bac...izit possible 2 do dat??can u suceed???i'm not sure bout dat so i can't giv u da answer now....1 year ago,v both made da decision....so i think now is not time yet 2 let things happen once again....
i dun dare to c dat situation again.....
i am not strong enough to carry da burden yet....
mayb sumday i will...
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
Lost...
I stayed at home as much as posibble.i'd had enough of other ppl for a while. i didn't want 2 talk 2 anybody & i didn't want 2 think about anything. I just wanted 2 sit around and do nothing.
But it wasn't easy.
Do u know how it fells when u dont know how 2 feel? When ur mind keeps slippng frm one thng 2 another.when u cant relax,when u got an itch but u dont know where 2 scratch it?Thats how i felt after the events of the weekends.
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