Sunday, July 1, 2007
i still don't DARE....
2 day morning went 4 bm tuition...guess wat...i saw sum1 dat i dun expect 2 c there...den went klcc 2 shop wit parents...had dinner in burger king & bought a few clothing...sastifying...
nite went metro point 2 c wats going on...damm tired d but dad says go & c means i follow oni...saw Baskin Robbin..it recall bac sum of da memories dat i didn't wanted 2 recall...dad offer me sum but i refuse cos i dun wanna
recal bac anythng bout him...but till 2day..when i see dat Baskin Robbin ice-cream my mind will automatically recalled da hard tym...regarding tis..i dun hav anythng 2 say...'speachless'..anyway i tried 2 comfort myself by saying " u will be ok when v leave da store!!!" i kept repeating it untill v left da store...i can still smell da fresh pain v leftfrm da wound dat 4 each other 1 year ago...its still fresh in my memory...myb he will remain da best & sweetest part of my life un till my last breath...who knows sumday later....things might change when time comes...
1 year ago v left a clear & deep wound in each another...now u wanted 2 heal it bac...izit possible 2 do dat??can u suceed???i'm not sure bout dat so i can't giv u da answer now....1 year ago,v both made da decision....so i think now is not time yet 2 let things happen once again....
nite went metro point 2 c wats going on...damm tired d but dad says go & c means i follow oni...saw Baskin Robbin..it recall bac sum of da memories dat i didn't wanted 2 recall...dad offer me sum but i refuse cos i dun wanna
recal bac anythng bout him...but till 2day..when i see dat Baskin Robbin ice-cream my mind will automatically recalled da hard tym...regarding tis..i dun hav anythng 2 say...'speachless'..anyway i tried 2 comfort myself by saying " u will be ok when v leave da store!!!" i kept repeating it untill v left da store...i can still smell da fresh pain v leftfrm da wound dat 4 each other 1 year ago...its still fresh in my memory...myb he will remain da best & sweetest part of my life un till my last breath...who knows sumday later....things might change when time comes...
1 year ago v left a clear & deep wound in each another...now u wanted 2 heal it bac...izit possible 2 do dat??can u suceed???i'm not sure bout dat so i can't giv u da answer now....1 year ago,v both made da decision....so i think now is not time yet 2 let things happen once again....
i dun dare to feel da pain in myself again....
i dun dare to c dat situation again.....
i am not strong enough to carry da burden yet....
mayb sumday i will...
i dun dare to c dat situation again.....
i am not strong enough to carry da burden yet....
mayb sumday i will...
Labels: bad day
your love is like a shadow at 10:38 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together