Wednesday, April 30, 2008
in my thoughts and prayers
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye no, no, no
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfathers
Lift your head to the sky
Cos we will never say goodbye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever
I miss leaving our footprints on the beach
I treasure the time we spend every morning making breakfast
I wish that you're riding me to school every morning
I miss waiting for you at the school gate just to hand me my lunchbox
I want you here to drive me mamaking at night
I want to eat what you always cook the best
I want you to teach me how to play badminton once again
I want to stay-up with you watching golf
I want you here to remind me everyday
that i have a lot to learn
that i must study overseas cos you didnt have the chance to
that i have wake up in time and not late
that i have to work for my upsr in a stree-free way
The part that i regretted was you did not get to see my results. Although you never go the chance to, but you're one of the most influential people in my life that truly inspire me. The one that make difference my life. The one that taught me survival skills and a lot more.
It's part of God's plan. God love him more so may he rest in peace in God's arms. Always in my prayers. Everything could be gone in a snap of finger and things are unpredictable. It is important to express your love and gratitude to someone that mean a lot to you, because if you dont, You may never. Appreciate those around you. The fire is once again relight because i am sitting for a major exam and it reminds me a of him. Always on my mind.
fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are
feel you all around me
your memory is so clear
deep in the stillness i can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration
I miss the beach moment
Hopefully he is in somewhere like this.
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye no, no, no
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfathers
Lift your head to the sky
Cos we will never say goodbye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever
I miss leaving our footprints on the beach
I treasure the time we spend every morning making breakfast
I wish that you're riding me to school every morning
I miss waiting for you at the school gate just to hand me my lunchbox
I want you here to drive me mamaking at night
I want to eat what you always cook the best
I want you to teach me how to play badminton once again
I want to stay-up with you watching golf
I want you here to remind me everyday
that i have a lot to learn
that i must study overseas cos you didnt have the chance to
that i have wake up in time and not late
that i have to work for my upsr in a stree-free way
The part that i regretted was you did not get to see my results. Although you never go the chance to, but you're one of the most influential people in my life that truly inspire me. The one that make difference my life. The one that taught me survival skills and a lot more.
It's part of God's plan. God love him more so may he rest in peace in God's arms. Always in my prayers. Everything could be gone in a snap of finger and things are unpredictable. It is important to express your love and gratitude to someone that mean a lot to you, because if you dont, You may never. Appreciate those around you. The fire is once again relight because i am sitting for a major exam and it reminds me a of him. Always on my mind.
fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are
feel you all around me
your memory is so clear
deep in the stillness i can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration
* 1925 ~ 2005 *
I miss the beach moment
Hopefully he is in somewhere like this.
your love is like a shadow at 1:31 PM
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Monday, April 28, 2008
once in a life time experience
The story started off as a last min plans. We din expect that much ppl to be there. Amazingly Crystal is the Daae girl which happens to be a mutual friend of the bestie and me. She too reserved the tickets for us. That evening, mum picked hanli up somewhere near khs and we headed to haunt jingyi's crib. She happens to be bathing upon our arrival. I officially witnessed the Prison Break on tv. So jackoon am i. Speaking of jackoon, me and a friend of mine spotted a few during our last trip to tuition not far from school. They were snapping picts by the dusty KAJANG roadside. Anyhow, hanli took her bath after jingyi. The funny part was when hanli couldnt occupy the shower so jingyi gave oral instructions and i helpfully wanted to help her in there. Poor girl. The window part was funny too. It's not too good to let you know what happened next.
Jingyi's mum fetched us there. Approximately 35 mins drive from her house. I don't fancy nature and i find the school in some pedalaman place in order to creat a conducive environment for the fellow students. It's reali away away and away from civilisation. I rather stay in the woods and never come out. Moving on, banyak human flood the Hall of Character of Seri Suria. The play started at 5.25pm.
Scene three, the Daae girl appeared and she sang very well. Jingyi felt the coldness in the atmostphere each and every moment after we landed our ass on the chair. Hanli expect Raoul to be some oh-ever-so-desirable species but ..........personally i felt that Erik looks more faciable. Great music they have. Dancers are good too. At least i feasted something so musical this year. I had difficulties sallowing food due to the bad sore throat. My mum thinks i need to see a doctor and i am on risk of getting pricked! It'll be Monday i think.
By the way, quite a number of human that jingyi and me know were there. Ivan, starfruit, flavor, trojan virus *unexpectedly*, daya, timothy, vishnu, some berlian girls and the 6 of chandhini the candu, serene the tiang, rebecca the anne, thana the sakun, nisha and the tzeehui. If my memory never fails me, i think i saw Phoney and Kenny too. The journey back lagi funny but i wont tell you what. Snapping is not allowed shall explain the lack of picts in this post.
There goes my musical saturday night that reminded my how much i used to go for piano and violin classes during the saturdays and my saturdays were usually very musical know.
the phantom *he's not that evil after all*
this time with the Daae girl
happy ending
Jingyi's mum fetched us there. Approximately 35 mins drive from her house. I don't fancy nature and i find the school in some pedalaman place in order to creat a conducive environment for the fellow students. It's reali away away and away from civilisation. I rather stay in the woods and never come out. Moving on, banyak human flood the Hall of Character of Seri Suria. The play started at 5.25pm.
Scene three, the Daae girl appeared and she sang very well. Jingyi felt the coldness in the atmostphere each and every moment after we landed our ass on the chair. Hanli expect Raoul to be some oh-ever-so-desirable species but ..........personally i felt that Erik looks more faciable. Great music they have. Dancers are good too. At least i feasted something so musical this year. I had difficulties sallowing food due to the bad sore throat. My mum thinks i need to see a doctor and i am on risk of getting pricked! It'll be Monday i think.
By the way, quite a number of human that jingyi and me know were there. Ivan, starfruit, flavor, trojan virus *unexpectedly*, daya, timothy, vishnu, some berlian girls and the 6 of chandhini the candu, serene the tiang, rebecca the anne, thana the sakun, nisha and the tzeehui. If my memory never fails me, i think i saw Phoney and Kenny too. The journey back lagi funny but i wont tell you what. Snapping is not allowed shall explain the lack of picts in this post.
There goes my musical saturday night that reminded my how much i used to go for piano and violin classes during the saturdays and my saturdays were usually very musical know.
the phantom *he's not that evil after all*
this time with the Daae girl
happy endingPS : nothing can explain my existance here in such odd hours.
your love is like a shadow at 3:30 AM
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Friday, April 25, 2008
It was always there just never spoken
This week is a hectic week. That's why i dont reali enjoy the schooling environment. My friend have their reasons to be happie. Anyhoo, the headmistress woman conducted this parent-teacher meting for the f3 & f5 students. My mum said it's just a waste of time. My dad had a hard time trying to figure what i did in school. He assumed that i tripped a teacher and the teacher was embarrass infront of the crowd. I did that b4 i swear but no one was at the crime scene.
We had some ceramah since it's the career week. If only you know me and my bestie have plans that you wouldnt wanna know. We are keeping it among us. *winks jingyi* We had fun during the ceramah teasing each other with the survey. LOL. We are both ppl with negative thoughts so stay away from us. LOLLLL.
Went for guides. Did some ikatan thing taught by a few seniors. New skills adopted. I think my bestie absorb more then i did. Was dead tired that night. So now i can ikat the ppl who wanna bully me.
Friday. The stupid KPJ it's kelab pencegahan jenayah fyi make me stay back for nothing. It's a must for all class monitor. Then hadda ta-pao food for my sis cos she's sick and a blood test is required. The food is for her to consume right after her blood test. Off to Gleneagle Ampang. The aircond there can beat the malls. I freeze my butt there for almost 2 1/2 freaking hours. I was almost late for tuition but i managed to catch it.
I have plans tomoro. I am going to meet the PHANTOM!! lol laugh all u want cos i aint kidding you.
Can that simple spark of emotion trigger an entirely different future?
A torrent of different opportunities and choices that we must take and make
And when it’s done with sweeping you away
Will you still be you?
Will your life still be yours?
I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
We had some ceramah since it's the career week. If only you know me and my bestie have plans that you wouldnt wanna know. We are keeping it among us. *winks jingyi* We had fun during the ceramah teasing each other with the survey. LOL. We are both ppl with negative thoughts so stay away from us. LOLLLL.
Went for guides. Did some ikatan thing taught by a few seniors. New skills adopted. I think my bestie absorb more then i did. Was dead tired that night. So now i can ikat the ppl who wanna bully me.
Thurdays are not exactly the most fanciable day in the week. I have tuition till 4. The worst day of the week is always the lable for thurdays.
Friday. The stupid KPJ it's kelab pencegahan jenayah fyi make me stay back for nothing. It's a must for all class monitor. Then hadda ta-pao food for my sis cos she's sick and a blood test is required. The food is for her to consume right after her blood test. Off to Gleneagle Ampang. The aircond there can beat the malls. I freeze my butt there for almost 2 1/2 freaking hours. I was almost late for tuition but i managed to catch it.
I have plans tomoro. I am going to meet the PHANTOM!! lol laugh all u want cos i aint kidding you.
Can that simple spark of emotion trigger an entirely different future?
A torrent of different opportunities and choices that we must take and make
And when it’s done with sweeping you away
Will you still be you?
Will your life still be yours?
I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
your love is like a shadow at 11:29 PM
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
BLOWJOB story
Since my bestie is blogging bout the same thing, i am gonna make a bit different but i will have the same tittle. The event took place last saturday, 19. 04. 2008 which is also YAMASHINA's 18th birthday.
My morning started off with some bengkel kelas kedua thingy which i eventually reached late so i need not to complete the larian pengangkap something and so the bestie did not. We did some folio thing. Here comes the real challange. Setting up a fire with ONLY twigs, dry leaves and 2 stick of mancis. I got really really frusfrated. The fire kept going off so we used up half the box of matches. In order to keep the fire burning, we were REQUIRED *required arr, not i want to blow wan ar* to blow..so i blowwww la..denwhen i was blowing cos my job was to blow, this suethuey came and i was rephrasing this word ' BLOWJOB ' but no one there seemed to unerstand a thing but this suethuey came over and explain it in another context..at first the troop thought ' blowjob ' is that my action of blowing to keep the fire burning but after she explained to the bestie, she was speachless i guess...btw, special thanx to Syaza, Alisia and Avinder for helping us to set that thingy up. Our water DID NOT boil but our wood which is used to hold the can in position is gone instead.
Later on after lunch, we had this permainan KIM thing. My bestie claimed that she's a being with perfect sence of sight, hearing and smell just b'cos she passed everything once. *swt* that woman being way too perasan. =P...and i think i am cacat penglihatan, pendengaran but not pembauan okay!! At least i have a bit of sence of smell left kan? !@#$%^&* i was so pissed with some specimen. Everyone respects and thinks that you're so the great DOESNT mean that we have to think the same way. Honestly, i dont enjoy your existance.
Went home with the bestie.
Bath.
Got ready for the party.
Hop into the car to town to get last-min-pressie for the burfday pepps.
The bestie love party poppers!
When we arrived somwhere at the padang opp the burfday twins house, spotted suethuey, esther and wenyin standing like some undiscovered holy statue. Later, eunice and yeethong joined the club. We wanted to suprise both the pepp at first buttttttt she came up to us first and we were all suprised i guess...?? Evreyone had fun playing & fooling around i guess. Loads and loads of pressies came flowing in like water.The burfday gal and her twin were glad i guess. Food was okay? Since the bestie just got her braces and she's forbidden from all nicey nicey food so i being a nice fren so i teman her a bit. Did i mention she had fish-porridge and tau-fu-fah for lunch and tea-break. Grab somehthing light. The mixed-fruits is yummmmyy.
The event goes by the regular cake cutting secc and a lil of cream smashing. BBQ-ed some food. Followed by pop pop poppers secc by me and jingyi. The victims list :
1 > yeethong a.k.a camerawoman *she claims that she's dead cos some of some chemical released by poppers*
2 > esther siah *pls believe that a long-distance runner and a strict schl prefect is afraid of....POPPERS. her worst fear*
3 > wenyin *she have funny expressions on, trust me*
4 > suethuey a.k.a. blowjob-er *she have NO expressions*
5 > eunice tan *she has hillarious respond and we found her revengful too*
I think that's it. Everyone had fun. I had fun i guess. Special thanks to the bestie for carrying my loads to schl on th following monday since i left my ' baggage ' over hers. Suethuey have serious issue with blowjob and i think she's looking for prey in the partie. Oh yeah, Jason Sim was there too.
PS : i had fun. *i think*
PPS : i think a natural phenomena is going to ocuur too soon.
PPPS : " BLOW BLOW BLOW BLOW, " suethuey goes on and on.....
My morning started off with some bengkel kelas kedua thingy which i eventually reached late so i need not to complete the larian pengangkap something and so the bestie did not. We did some folio thing. Here comes the real challange. Setting up a fire with ONLY twigs, dry leaves and 2 stick of mancis. I got really really frusfrated. The fire kept going off so we used up half the box of matches. In order to keep the fire burning, we were REQUIRED *required arr, not i want to blow wan ar* to blow..so i blowwww la..denwhen i was blowing cos my job was to blow, this suethuey came and i was rephrasing this word ' BLOWJOB ' but no one there seemed to unerstand a thing but this suethuey came over and explain it in another context..at first the troop thought ' blowjob ' is that my action of blowing to keep the fire burning but after she explained to the bestie, she was speachless i guess...btw, special thanx to Syaza, Alisia and Avinder for helping us to set that thingy up. Our water DID NOT boil but our wood which is used to hold the can in position is gone instead.
Later on after lunch, we had this permainan KIM thing. My bestie claimed that she's a being with perfect sence of sight, hearing and smell just b'cos she passed everything once. *swt* that woman being way too perasan. =P...and i think i am cacat penglihatan, pendengaran but not pembauan okay!! At least i have a bit of sence of smell left kan? !@#$%^&* i was so pissed with some specimen. Everyone respects and thinks that you're so the great DOESNT mean that we have to think the same way. Honestly, i dont enjoy your existance.
Went home with the bestie.
Bath.
Got ready for the party.
Hop into the car to town to get last-min-pressie for the burfday pepps.
The bestie love party poppers!
When we arrived somwhere at the padang opp the burfday twins house, spotted suethuey, esther and wenyin standing like some undiscovered holy statue. Later, eunice and yeethong joined the club. We wanted to suprise both the pepp at first buttttttt she came up to us first and we were all suprised i guess...?? Evreyone had fun playing & fooling around i guess. Loads and loads of pressies came flowing in like water.The burfday gal and her twin were glad i guess. Food was okay? Since the bestie just got her braces and she's forbidden from all nicey nicey food so i being a nice fren so i teman her a bit. Did i mention she had fish-porridge and tau-fu-fah for lunch and tea-break. Grab somehthing light. The mixed-fruits is yummmmyy.
The event goes by the regular cake cutting secc and a lil of cream smashing. BBQ-ed some food. Followed by pop pop poppers secc by me and jingyi. The victims list :
1 > yeethong a.k.a camerawoman *she claims that she's dead cos some of some chemical released by poppers*
2 > esther siah *pls believe that a long-distance runner and a strict schl prefect is afraid of....POPPERS. her worst fear*
3 > wenyin *she have funny expressions on, trust me*
4 > suethuey a.k.a. blowjob-er *she have NO expressions*
5 > eunice tan *she has hillarious respond and we found her revengful too*
I think that's it. Everyone had fun. I had fun i guess. Special thanks to the bestie for carrying my loads to schl on th following monday since i left my ' baggage ' over hers. Suethuey have serious issue with blowjob and i think she's looking for prey in the partie. Oh yeah, Jason Sim was there too.
PS : i had fun. *i think*
PPS : i think a natural phenomena is going to ocuur too soon.
PPPS : " BLOW BLOW BLOW BLOW, " suethuey goes on and on.....
your love is like a shadow at 9:21 PM
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
random crap
i actually still have a life? *wonders*
Everyday i have so many things to settle. Time and tide waits for no man is a fact.
My first thought every morning i open my eyes is : do i have anything important today?
am i wanted ?
Unfortunately, i have very important things to settle e. v. e. r. y. d. a. y and i have responsibilities. The weekdays are quite pack with tuition. One and a half hour per secc, four times a week. This makes my mum hint me to drop koko activities cos she thinks it's too much. That is not the major fact why i am so tired now. I did my oral test. Both bahasa and language. three more coursework to be done in a month time. Teachers handing homework and expect us to ge it done asap as if we're some robots. *grow some brains*
Few days back, thana and me were talking bout our emotions. Well, i find that i am not the only emo kid in my circle. These days are realli horrible for those around me esp those who cared. Poured out so much to her. She shared hers as well. Someone did something in class and i eventually went melting down like snow. It has nothing to do with the person that " melted " me cos she did it unintentionally. I also see cupcakes in pairs.
I have plans for weekends. To the kelas kedua bengkel and someone's secret party. Thanx to the bestie. =)
ps : my bestie's bro thinks that i am my bestie's boyfriend.
pps : he claims that she loves me as her boyfriend.
ppps : to the bestie, i love you no matter what!! *huggs* and i know u love me too. =)
pppps : he's just lame. laugh all u want.
ppppps : my bestie getting braces!! *boo-hoo*
pppppps : i miss daddy who left for hongkong ytd.
pppppps : i have a life!!
Labels: bad day
your love is like a shadow at 9:08 PM
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
verbal magic
I will take whatever it takes in the end.I feel your pain
I feel the rain
What happened to you
I can't get to you
Cause there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
~ Well you got your reasons
and you got your lies
and you got your manipulations
they cut me down to size ~
ps : have you ever asked youself why fate brought us here?
pps : now i remember that cupcakes come in pair.
ppps : is that how you must feel after how i treated you from the beginning?
your love is like a shadow at 1:47 AM
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Saturday, April 12, 2008
the ledge of life
L . i . f . e. is something like this, symbolic aite.
continue reading.........
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when ur heart starts to beat realli realli fast for someone.....
when things get on the track in the way all you ever wanted
When it's blooming and you're spreading your happiness like an ANGEL.Nice to see.
Nice to hold.
Not when it glide out of the track.Still holding on.
You're broken by the end of the journey. worn out.Once broken consider sold.
~ END ~
what i wish i am always like this. Ever so cheerful and carefree.
your love is like a shadow at 10:56 PM
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
. a recap of everything .
UNPREDICTABLE
~~ >> difficult to predict: not easily foreseen or predicted
the fact which i cant particularly accept bout myself. I never know if my acts are so unpredictable. In my dictionary, the definition for the word contains various indefinite meaning waiting for me to explore. Maybe I have too many distorted thoughts in my head or it’s either I have shallow vocab. Forgive it.
Done with that. I have so mayne things to settle but so little time to even get it done.
Do I have
Homework *YES*
Freedom *YES*
Friends *YES*
But I can only
Sit infront of the pile of homework, trying to concentrate, a pen in the hand, blank mind, nothing done when dawn calls.
Much enough freedom but I don’t have the mood to do anything. I think I just need to insulate a bit. I have social issues! *swt*
Friends? Not much expectation. Exams approaching. Work piling up. Pressure from everywhere. I don’t have a good reason to distract them from all this. I think they are trying to handle all those above. A few of them that I trust a lot really cared and just to them I can show my real emotions.
School’s fine by the week. My life can't tolerate course work and my cells find them pathetic. And so I conclude that it’s just a waste of time. Teachers have a thing over all this stupid thing which eventually pisses me off. *breath breath*
Life got sugar and spice, in my class also got. You might not find it funny but a friend of mine might find me offensive. LOL
during Eng lessons........
me
pn S
thana
do ur work. We discuss in 10 mins.
.....u know what's wrong wit ********* her ah?
*pn S walking towards our seats and stop beside thana*
what's with her ?
* me staring blankly behind thana*
* thana rolling her eyes with her not-so-innocent half retarded face*
what's wrong with u thanalakhshumy? *she is the only human in this universal that call thana her full name so v claims that she love love love her*
nothing's wrong teacher.........=.="
short enough after the lil scene....
okay class,....................................
*me teasing thana and she laughing*
is anything wrong with u today thanalakshumy ?
no teacher...*retarded face on the show*
*those who sat near us burst-off laughing*
*pn S grins*
and so she continues hitting me!
Well, that the lame end i guess. I did my oral test today. The title goes by THE PERSON THAT I ADMIRE. i am semangatly went and gave her a nice lecture bout YAMASHINA without a script mind you!! i have all the facts planted in my brain since last year. Imagine how useful is all the facts. Pity those poor souls who struggle those fake facts bout individuals that they dont even know which is thousand miles away from them. Yamshina is only 13 km from me kan. =) The part that i can die laughing is when she goes :
are you following her footsteps?
Yes. Personality wise. Forming a personality with fine qualities in it.
Is it that u dont have a good personality before you met her?
I mean improving from a good to better one. *LOL*
I mean, hey ppl! thr's something call improvement kan? i know i dont have an ever-so perfect personality but u no need to make it so obvious right?! No one is perfect is a rigid fact.
Today can be condsider as a good day also.
~~ >> difficult to predict: not easily foreseen or predicted
the fact which i cant particularly accept bout myself. I never know if my acts are so unpredictable. In my dictionary, the definition for the word contains various indefinite meaning waiting for me to explore. Maybe I have too many distorted thoughts in my head or it’s either I have shallow vocab. Forgive it.
Done with that. I have so mayne things to settle but so little time to even get it done.
Do I have
Homework *YES*
Freedom *YES*
Friends *YES*
But I can only
Sit infront of the pile of homework, trying to concentrate, a pen in the hand, blank mind, nothing done when dawn calls.
Much enough freedom but I don’t have the mood to do anything. I think I just need to insulate a bit. I have social issues! *swt*
Friends? Not much expectation. Exams approaching. Work piling up. Pressure from everywhere. I don’t have a good reason to distract them from all this. I think they are trying to handle all those above. A few of them that I trust a lot really cared and just to them I can show my real emotions.
School’s fine by the week. My life can't tolerate course work and my cells find them pathetic. And so I conclude that it’s just a waste of time. Teachers have a thing over all this stupid thing which eventually pisses me off. *breath breath*
Life got sugar and spice, in my class also got. You might not find it funny but a friend of mine might find me offensive. LOL
during Eng lessons........
me
pn S
thana
do ur work. We discuss in 10 mins.
.....u know what's wrong wit ********* her ah?
*pn S walking towards our seats and stop beside thana*
what's with her ?
* me staring blankly behind thana*
* thana rolling her eyes with her not-so-innocent half retarded face*
what's wrong with u thanalakhshumy? *she is the only human in this universal that call thana her full name so v claims that she love love love her*
nothing's wrong teacher.........=.="
short enough after the lil scene....
okay class,....................................
*me teasing thana and she laughing*
is anything wrong with u today thanalakshumy ?
no teacher...*retarded face on the show*
*those who sat near us burst-off laughing*
*pn S grins*
and so she continues hitting me!
Well, that the lame end i guess. I did my oral test today. The title goes by THE PERSON THAT I ADMIRE. i am semangatly went and gave her a nice lecture bout YAMASHINA without a script mind you!! i have all the facts planted in my brain since last year. Imagine how useful is all the facts. Pity those poor souls who struggle those fake facts bout individuals that they dont even know which is thousand miles away from them. Yamshina is only 13 km from me kan. =) The part that i can die laughing is when she goes :
are you following her footsteps?
Yes. Personality wise. Forming a personality with fine qualities in it.
Is it that u dont have a good personality before you met her?
I mean improving from a good to better one. *LOL*
I mean, hey ppl! thr's something call improvement kan? i know i dont have an ever-so perfect personality but u no need to make it so obvious right?! No one is perfect is a rigid fact.
Today can be condsider as a good day also.
your love is like a shadow at 10:08 PM
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Friday, April 4, 2008
bottomless pit of misery
. i left .
the laugh, the kiss, the touch, the voice, the eyes and the soul
cuts, scratches, bruises, bleeding
but the biggest wound i have is inside.
it's the deepest,
longest one i have.
you shattered every ounce of me
cuts, scratches, bruises, bleeding
but the biggest wound i have is inside.
it's the deepest,
longest one i have.
you shattered every ounce of me
PS : I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
PPS : did i misunderstood the true meaning of UNPREDICTABLE??
your love is like a shadow at 11:14 PM
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0 said we can't be wrong together