Wednesday, April 30, 2008

in my thoughts and prayers

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye no, no, no
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfathers
Lift your head to the sky
Cos we will never say goodbye


As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye bye bye bye bye
Bye bye


And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever



I miss leaving our footprints on the beach
I treasure the time we spend every morning making breakfast
I wish that you're riding me to school every morning
I miss waiting for you at the school gate just to hand me my lunchbox
I want you here to drive me mamaking at night
I want to eat what you always cook the best
I want you to teach me how to play badminton once again
I want to stay-up with you watching golf



I want you here to remind me everyday
that i have a lot to learn
that i must study overseas cos you didnt have the chance to
that i have wake up in time and not late
that i have to work for my upsr in a stree-free way



The part that i regretted was you did not get to see my results. Although you never go the chance to, but you're one of the most influential people in my life that truly inspire me. The one that make difference my life. The one that taught me survival skills and a lot more.


It's part of God's plan. God love him more so may he rest in peace in God's arms. Always in my prayers. Everything could be gone in a snap of finger and things are unpredictable. It is important to express your love and gratitude to someone that mean a lot to you, because if you dont, You may never. Appreciate those around you. The fire is once again relight because i am sitting for a major exam and it reminds me a of him. Always on my mind.


fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight to see you smile
if only for a while to know you're there
a breath away's not far to where you are

feel you all around me
your memory is so clear
deep in the stillness i can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration

* 1925 ~ 2005 *

I miss the beach moment

Hopefully he is in somewhere like this.