Thursday, January 3, 2008

First day schooling~??

I somehow know that this is a very delayed post BUT please forgive me. =.="

03.01.2008



First day in back to the schooling environment, everythng's just new, trying to be normal, but the morn secc just make me feel uncomfortable. Anyway, counting down to the last 3 years of school, i'm so happie cos 2 years left~!! I SHALL LIVE~!!!!!!!!!



I dont feel right here in school. It's just diff. Attended a short assembly at 7.30am. I think i'm just not sane waking up at 6 after pressing the snooze button fer like almost 1000 times. Non-sense speach saying that pmr student must start working frm now. Usaha what , still early kan~~??!! Just leave the whining part. Levinn is my class prefect. Pretty unbelieveable.





Went to our respective classes after the assmebly about usaha-ing. Cik Wong is once again our class teacher. That woman has been my class teacher since f1. Shortly after that. We got our loan text-book. Suprisingly it's new. It's the right decision listning to Shina fer not buying the text-books. The planned koko activities almost everyday afternoon. This trouble students frm attending tuituion. Practically everyone's complaining. I might not be going fer permainan since i cant make it during Fridays and Levinn's not going also. Will reconsider to just take the attendance and bla. Went to register fer clubs that we're entring this year which we ended up choosing maths. The have horrible plannings fer koko activities fyi.



Recess time is now at 10.25 ~ 10.45. Sat with Levinn while Hweyling went fer her tugas. Talked. Went to the office to ask permission fer Hweyling's class changing. Scolded by the clerk cos we wanted to see Pn Asmah. She gets to change at last. Evrythng is fine. Aiwen struggled in the other way. You'll get it aiwen~!!



They organized meeting fer unit beruniform. Darm a lot of ppl squeezing in the tiny dewan. We sat on chairs anyway. Suethuey became the CAPTAIN *a new positon/rank/representative*. Fer annual activity, someone suggests that we visit the zoo.



Went home with the twins. Nice ppl. Ate lunch. Rested.



Gonna take a short nap soon. Till i come back frm hell tomoro....*missed Shina's car in the carpark slot*






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Sunday, December 9, 2007

i bought tiredness and headache!!

Today started with chee-cheong-fun aka. usus babi behind the stinking plus dirty market of Kajang cos dunno what to eat d..Afternoon went Jusco Selatan wif mumie and the two bodoh-gongs fer light shopping. I repeat. LIGHT SHOPPING is what we wanted to do,
but.......
We got stuck wif those school reopening stuff cos sisters can wait fer no time to enter standard one next year...their annoying begs never fails to make mummie listens to them..so they wanted to but uniform...so went to the basementjust to look fer those stuff. They were bugging mumie fer those uniform, socks and blablabla..i bought baju kurung, pinafore and a blouse one each...semi-pissed with the salesman's attitude..*slaps*..Now all i need b4 school reopens is a pair of white shoes, a pair of black ones *fer pandu*, books, stationary, pjk pants and more to come..They both got themself 4 set of uniform each. Fyi they are twins. Which means 8 set complete with 4 pinafore and 4 blouse. It cost almost 600 bugz..not including shoes, stationary and bags. I had NO starbucks cos mummie had no extra time to bring me there..*sob*...
i is not amused.
i is not please.
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Felt the tiredness..manage to find the same product fer my mane namely conditioner and serum. Tried to find it in the Hairzone, FAILED. Real cut, FAILED. Saka, OUT OF STOCK. I wonder how bad were our luck..Were semi-pissed. Gonna get it frm this store next time when it runs out.
Lunch in Mcd just cos sisters wanted. *ish ish* Went and hunt fer deco fer my room. Got nthng but tiredness and headache. *annoy* Were complaining to mumie that she shud get me starbucks earlier so i wont get headache.
She was like : if starbucks gulung tikar d how?
me : wont want la..
she : if one day reali gulung tikar, i think u also gulung tikar..
i was like : wth~??!! =.="
Starbucks wont gulung tikar wan right~~??Cos i dun fancy coffee bean cos it taste
weird!!
To all starbucks lovers out there, lets pray so starbucks wont gulung tikar 4eva!!!
Bought a another waterbottle frm Nike. I eyed on it when i was cam-whoring wif my second sister while waiting fer my mum to pay fer those stuff. I realise it look like yamashina's after i came home and it look excatly like the one i have at home. Maybe i need a new waterbottle too. Lat time i bought one but lost interest in it already. Perhaps it's another reason to encourage me to consume more H2O daily...although i've consume enought of it..another good reason.
Dine in at Johnny's. Hate the food there. *vomit* will never dine in there again. At first wanted Teppanyaki but sisters refuse. Daddy came along fer dinner too. Did i mention he went fer a seminar so he was not wif us during the whole day.
Reached home. Restless. Severe headache. Worst shopping trip ever. Wanna watch THE HEARTBREAK KID.
the pokok on it's own..

the royal carriage alone..


the royal carriage with the pokok..

She's one of the sister of mine.
My second sister.
Both of us fight a lot as in an everyday routine.
Big-fights and arguments and usually end up with physical fights.
Oh man!
When she was in the airport sending me off to France another day....flooded...with tears...
It's like all along you have someone at home to argue and get into fights with and suddenly she's gone...
to somewhere far where u don't get to talk to her anymore...
as in won't be seeing her around for a time being..and it's just like only fer
A WEEK!!!


the annoying look of her..=.=


perhaps her boyfwen did something wrong..


posing emo...

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

my 1/4 complete nest

It has been a while since i posted something and this thing somehow is so dead cos i'm drown by designing my nest and the web isn't a big attraction fer now..infact i've lose interest fer it a lil...
Mumtaz started the other day, it was pretty fine untill teacher wanted to check our karangan book..i didn't complete it..and i was forced to sit in the front row cos no one was sitting there. As fer jingyi, eemun and kahpei, at first i manage to chop place fer 3 of u but teacher forced us to sit in the front row since no one is sitting there. Thare's only 2 sit left in the front row. If 3 of u insist sitting together, Afifi's row can fit in 3 but my row left 2 empty places. I'm truly sorrie that i broke the promise of sitting wif u guys...Btw, next class will be on 08.12.2007 12.30 ~ 2.30pm. Pls come and bring rm90 fer everything. I'm truly sorrie fer the placing.
A few random pics that i took during the wall designing. It's be totally diff in 3 months time. It's be messier ever. It's be like a pig nest in 3 months time. So i shall just pray so it wont get worst.
ball or bold??
angelican..??



the 'pond' of my room...



the truth under the 'pond'...*sigh*


behind the hazel eye..*sigh sigh*


a lot of mess but nothing done *sigh sigh sigh*
Till i'm bless with more great creation of God
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Monday, December 3, 2007

Mishhh me when i'm gone ppl.

My under construction bedroom is FINALLLLYY half done. Besides the painting and my study table, everything is done. There's certain changes that i made.

single bed > queen size bed
normal wardrobe > double side-ed sliding door wardrobe
old bed sheet & comforters > all brand new =.=
old penguin curtain > new one *my choice*
study table > *in search*
arm chair > a huge ball
squiggle rug > ori sheep wool rug
furry toys > more to love!!

Wanted to paint the walls with light violet but to be decorated with my own designs and the design is all first hand by me myself. The colour of the wall still depending on my design. Something that glow-in-dark is a must. Some sparkles with glittering accents, silver paint, and magical designs is one of my choice. I love butterfly wall tatoo.

I am off to design trixies and butterflies fer my nest. Will turn it into a nest in 3 months time.

PS : strictly NO PINK in use
PPS : GLITTER only.
PPPS : this is the blog link http://thelittleprivatematter.blogspot.com/ that lead me to www.deviantart.com
PPPPS : her blog showered me with more new designs.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

W3dding survey

I'm a lil weird since i got back frm Paris and i'm admitting that something is disastrously wrong with my hormones after the club/bar visit uppon 80% of J0hn's request and 20% of my own request. It leave behind a big effect guys. And so i will be. *sigh sigh* I went in a mentally fit condition but came back in the worst mental health condition.

Anyhoo, the honeymoon mood in Paris leads me to this survey that is newly discover by me in fwenster. Forgive my innocent yet troubling hormones. but i still love'em.

1. How old are you?
-14 .

2.Are you single or in a relationship?
- *not answering*

3 . In what age do you think you’ll getmarried?
- depends..26 sounds nice.

4 . Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
- i dont read the future.

5 . If not, who do you want to marry?
- the one and only love of my life.

6 . Do you want a garden/beach wedding,or the traditional church wedding?
- poolside wedding ??

7 . Where do you want to get married?
- *will be confirm*

8 . Where do you want to spend your honeymoon?
- italy, venice, paris *must*, vienna, LA....*more to come*

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
- strictly fer close fwens and fammilie members only.

10 . Do you want an extravagant weddingor a simple wedding?
- simple enough fer fun yet memorable

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
- a lil of our own creation

12. How many layer of cake do you want to have?
- real 5 layer....*no fake ones*

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
- to be discuss.

14 . When do you want to get married,evening or morning?
- official ceremony morning and party evening

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- outdoors

16 . Do you like a grand entrance? (forgirls)?
- yeah

17. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.
- *subject to change*

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- night

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- light ceremony...

20 . Describe your ideal husband.
- someone who loves the way i are

21. Do prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork?
- fine dining

22. Champagne or red wine?
- only fine quality red wine..

23 .Honey moon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- the day after the wedding if possible.

24. Who will pay for the bills?
- both me n him...

25. Are you ready for married life?
- YES in 12 years time.

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Part 2

I were brought to visit the Eiffel tower once again as requested cos it's lots of pretty says J0hn.Went twice. First in J0hn's car second in the train. No suprises but showered with chocolates and i even found some not eatable ones. Sad to say my baggie cannot put on weight anymore if not later obese. My clothing traps all the weight. Went loitering around the town of Paris to cari makan but failed cos the shops close pretty earlie, it's like 4pm in the afternoon in Malaysia the will close and according to J0hn those ppl go pretty r-e-l-a-x and they dont work like Asians.

You cant resist Paris's nightlife. Admitting that it's real nice if you know where to go so it wont bring out all your dinner. Most of the ppl go to seek fer fun and one more thing, they are not sick of boyfwens or girlfwens. They just blend in and make a good combination. It's a fact that lose their viginity earlier than you and me. Good thing is Paris is LALA-FREE. B4 i start losing horts fer hort ang-mwas, some truth is better left unsaid.

Anyhoo, if anyone is looking fer a nice vacation fer honeymoon, Paris, France, Swis, and Veinnna is something that you can reconsider. Count LA, Venice, Scotland and Hawaii in too. I do love Italy. Talking bout honeymoon i have a sudden thought that J0hn said ang-mwas detest the use of condoms.

PS : forgive me regarding the absent of pictures.
PPS : miss matchy, you-know-what-happens!!
PPPS : i have the horts fer hort ang-mwas!!! *serious*

=]

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

un-expected SUPRISE

Quick helluuuu frm FRANCE. darm semangat now thanx to the 11++ hours sleep on the plane! will be on9ing thorough prof Alfa's pc. =p and will be bac with more update in a week time. Getting colder and colder every min. Will be facebook-ing the whole week if i am too lazy to get my feet out frm prof Alfa's house. Regret fer not taking up French but no worries cos his son do speak ENGLISH. Feasting on my fav since i arrive cos it's gonna be winter real soon.

John Epinoza is the name of the hillarious and good looking man! His girlfwen is gym instructor... how cool~ i would a few free secc with her.. ahhha. John is professor's son, his only son. Staying with professor's famillie during my this trip. Will be back to Malaysia in a week time.

going fer dinner.

PS : he's cute.

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Friday, November 16, 2007

life..life..life...( -.- ! )

"Almost toward to the end," said me to i, myself.

It's ending in 3 years time and i cant wait any longer anymore. I'm going insane already but the schol is not even ending. Overdose of lecturing and homework load can seriously drive M3 insane.

Sister also graduating frm school too. I mean my pre-school sisters. They graduating tomoro and starting their nightmare next year. *sigh sigh*

Drunking myself with COKE and overflooding my blood with mint sweets and drowning myself with long hot showers. Sleeping's showing it's authority too. Darkness is taking over and the sun shall shine someday when i leave that freaky place and it's gonna end in 3 years time. I know it's quite early fer me to think bout it but i just cant WAIT. I've lost my patient already.

To seniors who is leaving this year, all the best in exploring the future of yourslef by yourself and might that be the best part of your life. Never forget that memories last 4eva. Good luck in starting this adventure of life. It has JUST started. BEST OF LUCK.

I were in KL fer the few hours ago. Got furry toys frm Ikea and some deco fer the underconsturction room of mine. Mommy is pratically dead after the cash and energy burning secc. I'm not any better then her neither.

I ended up going on9 cos of the boredom which is the effect of hols.

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

One step nearer to FREEDOM

Maybe somedays later i'll be like all the fifth formers graduating, leaving school forever. What i wish it's my turn to do so. I can wait to leave school so i can really start living my very own life doing things that i like and not things set by other people. Earn and of cos spend my own money. Not doing things that i dislike and following people's order cos i have to not get my parents killed. Seeing others leave but not yourself is no feeling good.

I always wanted to leave school since i'm young that means i dont treasure school life much in other words. Seeing others leaving but you yourself stuck in the same place with the old faces makes me really sick. I dont have any interest in schooling fer real. Is it's not a must, I WONT GO TO SCHOOL. but i dont think i have a choice. I if i have, i will go fer subjects that catches my attention only. ENd of story.

3 more freaking years to go and i'm F.R.E.E. fREE from non-sence and crap. No more crap i promise myself. At least one more year only stuck with the subjects that i dont like and i think the last wouldn be better cos i have a CHOICE. Can you people just leave me a choice?

Off to sleeping now. Sweet sweet dream may keep me going fer a longer way.

MUCH LUCK T0 ALL DA FIFTH F0MERS.

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

Festival of L.I.G.H.T

I can't feel my legs now. My hands are like sotongs. Stomach are even playing a fool on me. Hair hysteria. A BAD day after all. Mind went disastrously wrong but fortunately no foolish acts.

Kick start my day with starbucks coffee but it's dont help much. =( Walk around The curve fer hours without getting anything that i can wear it out. But God is fairly FAIR. He arranged a meeting fer me and pajamas and i bought 2 sets. Mommy complaining that i'm just weird in a way and sometimes she dont even understands me. But she always does. Only sometimes. I have a passion fer pajamas collecting so dont ask me why. There wont be an answer fer this question. Mum complains sometimes cos i pay more attention to my pajamas then her. (-.-")

Lacy one like a simple gaun that has a milky colour catches my eye. It comes with an over-coat. If you dont wanna wear the over coat, you can only wear the lacy top and it will be like a knee-length tube top. Love it cos it's simple enough. Comfortable.

Another one is drawn with beautiful fish batik design and it's also a knee-length tube top but without the over-coat. It looks simple and makes the woman wearing it mysterious but enough to shake the hormones of a man. The design of it has a lil kelantanese smell but the degisn is fantastic. Trust me! Both of those burnt her +-85 bucks. =p


Came back at 5.30. Bathed. Rested. Dressed. Off to Dr Kana's house at 6.20.

Dr Kana is one of the director of NCI hospital ( Nilai Cancer Institute ). His house is located somewhere near Taman Sri Kenari and it take us quite sometime to detect his mansion. A great guy with a perfect famillie. All his children are overseas. His wife is a wll-known lectural in Sunway College. Had a great time eating and chatting. Topics are more on health issues. Ohh ya, did i mention i'm in love with his MURUKU.~!!!! omg. They are just simply irresistible. Forgive me. We are served with all kind of tradisonal indian food and biscuits. Unfortunately i dont fancy any. I just love the muruku only. Most of the tradisonal food are spicy so excuse me. Erm, it's kinda boring after all.

The most interesting part of the day is the pajamas fitting and cash burning secc. Now i'm back home to sayang my pajamas and my mission of collectiiiing pajamaSSS is on the MOVE. iTs on already!!!! sO happie cos i'm one step nearer in completing my dreamz.

BUT...

there's no more time L-E-F-T fer the fifth formers to dream anymore. Sch life has came to the end. Live with it btw. Feww more days till your independence day. =) 3 more days till the real one start.

ALL THE FULLY BEST

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Monday, November 5, 2007

life..life..life...( -.- ! )

Maybe the monsun wind these days are blowing to the wrong direction untill it brings me loads of trouble. Let me explain and make u clear here.

1 ~ the joint of my left wrist HURTs badly today.
When i were nicely in the mood of hunting food in the Hokkaido Fair in Isetan in KLCC, my left wrist hurts like hell in one a sudden. OMG. It's real bad and i dont feel like i want it anymore. Kena marah frm mom cos i like to sleep right infront of the air-cond so i can get the lowest temperature. She said that's why my wrist hurts now. Dad suspected it's a gout attack cos last night i took quite an amout of chE3E3E3Eze if u still remember. Might be getting blood test on mon. *runs away*

2 ~ shopping trips with empty hands and of cos z3ro pocket money since i've spend it all. Shopping in KLCC was no fun cos thr's no Haagen Daaz ice-creamy, no new wardrobe member and no changes in my shoe collection. BUT, dad restock his cupboard with all Hokkaido food frm the Fair although he bought loads frm Japan and he just came home last night. But still he wants those FOOD. All my pocket money fer this month went fer ppl's pressie, mcD trips and a few starbucks of cos. Daddy's very sastisfy with the purchases of the day.

3 ~ over-over active SWEAT glands. I can fill ur bathroom with my sweat in a short period of time wihtout thinking bout anythng but SPM is N-E-A-R. Kill me. i know u wouldn't. Blame my over-active sweat galnds that lies under my dermis. *sigh sigh* But that too reminded me to wish all the fifth formers LOTS OF LUCK & ALL THE BESH.

Enough of mentioning those unlucky stuff. There's some lucky ones too. Dad bought me tannes of chocolates that can easily pick my insanity to the max during holz althought that will definately move the scale a lil...erm, a tiring weekend without ice-creamy really can turn me up-side down. =( but daddy promise double scope fer the next threat...*waiting*

I bought something to decorate my re-constructed bedroom. gald that it sastisfy me. Although it's still in the process of re-constructing. Mommy wants my drawing to be there but i dont feel comfortable with it and at last she succumb. But she's fond of it. I cant feel my legs right now. Came back at 7.00. Sleep fer a while. Missed dinner cos were sleeping. but ate chocolates. =D

PS: 6 more days to the begining of the war
GOODIE LUCK & ALL THE ANY BEST

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Saturday, November 3, 2007

eppie burfday~!

eppie buRfday Queen's Guide *chong waiquai*

Is that shoutout BIG enuff ~~??! *wondering* i think it's BIG enough tho. =) W3ll, since she's a nice Guide chairperson, i'll write her a 'nice' one. Okay, stop the crapping. She's a gurl blessed with super-active cells that can drive insane if u'r not aware of it. Basically i dont really know her cos i dont go after her fer info unlike her FANZ. Knew her randomly months ago cos of ********** *shud not be disclosed* but u can see the way that her fwens describe her, that's the real side of her that i havent seen in real life Y-E-T.

May 17 love u more than 16 does,
May 17 bring u more luck than 16 does,
May17 shower u with more happines than 16 does,
May 17 followed by a lot more challange fer you to overcome,
May u treasure 17 more than 16,
lastly,
17 will make you a strongER person.


No worries. =]


DADDY just came back and he brought me...CHE3E3E3E3E3E3E3E3Ze ~~!!!!!! i just cant resist those. omg. YES i know it's fattening. but this time is somethng diff. nic3 smoo0th Cheee3e3ez3 wrap with a skin like outer layer is nice. My taste bud is easily stimulated by somethng which contain the CHOCOLATE pharse. Likewise, all those are M-I-N-E. I obviously dont wanna share the bar with the 2 bodoh-gongs. *no words to describe them* Gald to have him home. Tomoro, famillie day as usual but i'm not sure whether my taste bud can spare those chocolates...*sigh sigh* They might be NOTHING left fer anyone cos next TUE, WED, THUR, FRI will be ho-li-day-S. *giggles* it's a disastrous event fer both the bodoh-gongs cos....*i shall keep tht to myself*...

Today stayed at home and did NTHNG but on9ing and watching hp fer 5 times the least and 15 times the most. Kill me. Alia invited me over fer her sis's burfday party plus famillie fwens open house. Sad to say that i counldn't attend cos i'm transpotless. Kill me again. Being killed is way better than sucide. Missed the chance to see Shina cos she inveted her famillie too cos they are neighbours. OMG. Sad to say that i have to except the fact cos dad's back at night and her party is during the afternoon. =( MISSED


Anyhoo, there's somethng that i wanna announce.
my marks fer every subject is almost the same as Shina's when she was f2.

OMG. it's quite unbelieveable. leave WHY WOULD I KNOW HER MARKS alone. i felt so happie after i checked hers and mine. OMG. that's most probably the best thng that i've achive in life. Life goes on. I wanna get this sastifactory again. Sastisfactory of sharing the same marks as Shina. Pi3 did quite well too. He's going fer the this international MA - - -seminar..*i forgotten cos it's too freaking fer a 14 year old clumzy gal to remember* It will be in Kuwait and he'll be away fer quite long. Planning a visit to uncle Alfa's famillie in France during Dec. Not confirm yet. Dad will be buzy fer quite a while cos he just came bac. That's the thng that cheered me up a lil bit but not to forget those chee333eZe and chocolates have magical power too. *shys*


On the other hand, working on books during the hols. C-celia Arthen, Jodi Picoult, Rowling and much more. The are the cure fer hols fever. Not to mention the comp does the connection part. Phone plays a role too. Cant wait to get into those uniform-less, class-less, homework-less, and sweat-less L-I-F-E. Y3S. i am waiting it to come and it's arriving soon. *wink*

Fifth formers, pls take note that u'll be FR3E in 7 days time after facing ur fear.
Esp to Rikako Yamashina, Shika Minase, Stef, Queen's Guide and her gang, q~nie , q~uimby and the police samman.
GOOD LUCK & ALL THE FULLY BESTH~~!!

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

insanity

Doing nthng but playing BLUFF, UNO, SPEED, MONOPOLY can drive one insane. Now i realise how much i miss the exams season. I really missed it. Cant belive that one year's gonna end. I cant stop it frm ending. Felt so helpless. All this things reali worries me a lil. I dont wanna be in diff class with all my classmates now. I want everything to remain the same but I want MIHOKO to be in the same class as me. I love everything that i'm having now. I love all my current classmates. They socialise around with each other very well. U cant find raciest case in my class. We are just different but yet v can get along so well. Different in our own way. That's the most suitable that i can think of the describe them. Although sometimes we do argue fer the sake of arguing, but things just know how to get on itself , no special effort needed.

Cry me a river.
I am truly dissapointed with my performance in the english test. I am not going after anything but i just wanna be as good as shina in language cos she has it. That's it. HEr language is amzingly amazing~! I dun have the cell perhaps. =( Felt real down but at least i did improve. It will not make my life easier. I felt bad cos it's just something that stuck in my mind fer the whole day. I dun care if i fail others but NEVER maths and English. I can effort to score badly in both of this subject cos yolian's good in it~! DOOMED~! never felt like that b4. not really sad but dissapointed. MOre to dissapointed i guess. I balme it on myself that is not capable enough to excellent in just LANGUAGE and MATHS. Now u know the dumb and clumsy side of mine.

Lets stop that. The INtan-ers reali did their part to cheer me up~! We played LIFE *a game which i just get to knew introduced ny them* It's F-U-N !! Played. Laughed. Went insane. Craped. Screamed. Yelled. This is most probably one of the most memorable day in my life. Dummie came in with exam papers. It's was a BOOm. She did A LOT OF marking mistakes and i can say that it's not just HUMAN ERROR, it's a prove that she's not serious when she's marking and in other words, doing her duty! On the other hand, when Mihoko showed her which question that she marked wrongly in an accident with her left hand, she scolded her just b'cos of that. How could she~??! Almost everyone in the class had mistakes when it comes to her to mark the paper. This is no more human error, this already involve a profession of an educator. If u dont like to do it and u cant do it propely, u can just L-E-A-V-E. Everyone was so PISS with her attitude and World War III just exploded. Am glad that ppl know her true colours.

Thats all fer today cos i'm in that piss-ed off mood.

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C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y

Today was a NICE day fer me did i mention~?! I saw Shina's great pencapaian in the feild of CHEMISTRY on the papan kenyataan umum. ShINA scored 62.5 which followed by a MERIT grade in the NATIONAL CHEMISTRY QUIZ held somedays ago. =] *clap hands fer SHINa* I thought she's only interested in PHYSICS, MATHS & ART. dIN knoe that she's good in Chemistry too. Her talent is everywhere. *clap hands AGAIN* btw, queens guide and stefnerd, saw ur name on the board too. Work harder and betterr luck in SPM. As fer Shina, ALL THE FULLY BEST in spm and take anythng that comes in life. =) oh ya~! jiani's name is thr too. She've got nice grades too. congrats to those who went and participated. : )

When i saw that paper on the board, i curi that paper. Then went into the class and kacau-ed Thana & ness bout the great achivements of Shina in that national quiz. =] *dont blame me fer bangga-ing*...darm happie. Cos of her aso all my exams turn out to be real well. thankx to her. It's all her. But I DO admit that God also love me a lil more than others. Mihoko is still a lil strange fer me. Maybe thr's some reasons behind it.
Got most of the results but none of it cheer me up other than ShiNa's achivements. =) Cant help it and dont blame me. IN the pss during ap time, pirvin's gang dressed thana up as a bride with a will with a pink butterfly on it. They went around fooling everyone with the will. *giggles*..khim's addicted with the austronut that went up to outer space weeks ago. She's just so so over them fer some unknown reasons. *sigh sigh* who know smaybe she's utterly in love him. *sigh sigh*

Day ended nicely. came back home. Sis ponteng tuition today. Called Mihoko. She exclaimed that everything is O-K-A-Y. She is caught with bad flu tonight. tag care ya gurl. Talked fer like 1 1/2 hours on the phone. Mihoko and Bramble r the one that can make me hang on the phone fer hours without hanging it on. I can feel the immediate silent in my life when the second i hang on the phone. Gald that Mihoko is alright. Hope that she knows what she wants in the future. It's still early to say anything on thing that haven't occur.

Anyhow, 12 more days to SPM. to all the SPM candidates out there, pls be remind that what u r doing now will result ur future. i pray fer everyone but extra fer ShinA. Once again CONGRATS to $hiNa and Minase that did real well in the NATIONAL CHEMISTRY QUIZ. =] cheers~~!


PS : stefnerd, u did well too. 60.5 NO bad~!! =)
PPS : queens guide pump ur confident fer spm cos that quiz is somehow OVER.

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Monday, October 29, 2007

erm..(' -")

How should i describe my day..err okay, i admit that i'm speachless right now. It's quite a buzy day fer me..maybe i were dreaming or i should say syiok in my own world fer the past 3/4 2007. *sigh sigh* i felt so young in a sudden..*sigh sigh* Maybe i should start frm the beginning.
I went to skol today. Reached at 12.45. Went and take register with Khim and i didn't realise that i've been doing that fer the past 3/4 year of 2007. *sigh sigh* Attended the lame assembly, miss RAJIN hosted the assembly and the blur-sotong announced that hols r near and v only have 7 days more schooling days b4 hols strike. Which means Yamashina only left 7 days in school. But it doesn't matter cos i think she will enjoy her college or uni life more than her high school life. She will hold and go fer her passion and the most important thing is she's F-R-E-E. Very soon. She will be starting a new journey to go after her dream and yet there's so much to be dicovered.

SPM. the key to everything that comes in life. You flung ur SPM, u'r gone fer good. BUT there's ppl who's real sucessful although they DO flung their SPM or what so exams. It's a tough life if u wanna succeed and u flung ur SPM. Hope that she's real ready fer what she've choose and the decisions that she made. there's NO turning back. I am confident that she is able to handle it well. Anyhow, To ALL the fifth formers out there, no matter who u are or what's ur future plans, HANDLE this first. Remember this is in 2 weeks time. Believe in God cos He've got plans fer you but you are the one who's gonna work it out. All i can do is pray fer the best er all of you in this batch. =)
LOTS OF LUCKS YAR~
Err..okay. Finish crapping bout those freaky SPM thngy, back to the topic. Then my class teacher ask me to help her to record down the koko mrks thngy and i did. Lots of running required tho. During recesss, ate a piece of cake and a bread cos felt kinda hungry. Silence still remain between me and Mihoko. Maybe both of us or perhaps one of us need to be alone sometimes. Will figured it out. Not feeling good. =( Really dont feel comfortable with her absence. =[ Time talks. bUT i know that behind every fwenship that's a long road and lots to learn. Nothng comes free.
That's enough. Then had maths frm miss RAJIN. sh3 distrubuited maths paper 1 and my results suck. Blame it on my stupid brain that dont work well on that day. But ppl say the results were OKAY. dont really mid btw. This might be the effect of GOOD LUCK phrase frm YAMASHINA b4 my exam. Grateful tho. Her greeting bring luck fer me. I'm grateful. Teacher gave me the answers fer geography and Kh and i were instructed to write them ALL on the board. My job with that feaky koko thngy is N-O-T done yet. Gotta ask them to fil thero f1's marks into the koko book. It's more to an anderlin rush. I dunno what will happen without Thana's help. It's unbelieveable cos i SWEAT during cloudy + rainy days.
Thanx gal~!U made my day~!!
Came home. Ate. bathed. *twice* Not feeling any better.

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

no need title lah~!

He left. He left 10 mins ago and now mum's buzy handling the two bodoh-gongs cos they said they are already missing HIM d..bwhahahaha=D cant believe that they r act soooo sentimental or maybe they r not so use to it y3t.
This morn woke up at 11.00. Bathed. on9-ed. read newspaper. Played with doggie. Slept again. Bathed. Ate mommy's home-made mashed-potatoes and it was delicious. yumyum..then.. kacau-ed the two bodoh-gongs. They screamed, cried, and lastly DIED. Appreciate ur elder sister if they are nice to you cos u wouldn't wanna get an elder sister like me..i torture my younger sisters fer FUN..yes, u din get it wrongly. I make their life miserable by doing all sort of things to them when i am bored but they are still functioning well and this proved that they are tough ones.
FUN
baThed again. hmm..Ate dinner. Had Starbucks cos dad went to town to get somethng so i asked him to get me one. =] it had been like 1 week since my last Starbuck. =P...nyek nyek.
Now here blogging, preparing fer skol tomoro and set the alarm clock so i will not be LATE. hmm..i shud say that i sleep a lot and no one can bet ME~!! =P. I am already okay when dad's away cos mabe i'm use to it since i'm young but i still LOVE Him. =)

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

yaay

muhahahahaha..u will never believe who i met today~!



AN EXPERIENCE ARCHITECT


I almost scream my lungs out cos i'm under the great influence of YAMASHINA and maybe that's the effect of her la..nyek nyek..


enough of crapping. Back to the topic, went to skol late tis morn 15 mins late..it's like a rush. Lined-up. What suprises me are that Shina came fer the koko day celebration. She wore a NC4 shirt wit a dark blue pants.Did i mention a BLACK watch...=] Basically did nthng but ordered to go to the pavillion to watch. Speech by the woman of our skol was LAME~! v sat at the bac cos thr's some ppl that tak sedar diri frm morn secc came to the afternoon secc side...tak sedar diri. dah la ppl no place to sit summore, causing some of them gotta stand fer the entire ceremony. Its no better then i tot. but thr's a funny part, the part that guides came out to intoduce the uniform with the 'songkok'...me and kahpei laugh our lungs out cos that thing realli hide the hair and thr's one pin thngy on it and that that look like somehthng that i shudn't tell and u wouldn't wanna know...*laughing* almost everyone in that area is looking at us like tak pernah see ppl laughing like tis oni. Ponteng-ed all the clubs meeting but forced to go fer the KpJ meeting that i hated so much. Lepaking in astaka.


Dad came and fetch at 12. Rushed home. Bath. Went to tis ARCHITECT's open house. I were bugging my dad to tell me more bout this fella. He's kinda annoyed d. His house is a European style house desigend by himself but there's also a lil smell of Italy in it. Nice interior designing too. Suprisingly, all his kids are architects too. The way an architect works is unique. Thats all i can say but u are commited with it. HE said.
His working room i mean the place he when he works at home is FANTASTIC~!! It's so well arrange and dressed with 3 comp and 2 manual drawing tables *huge tables*...Nice, well-organized, pratical and simple...there's nthng u can resist here. What i wish Yamashina's carrer will be like his. As sucessful as him. According to him, this carrer field required a lot of skills like communicating and not just working skills. Commitments take a place too. The career line fer architecture is w-i-d-e. Engineer, quantity surveyor and it' all related. Tough luck fer Shina in her uni life. Hope she's not gonna suffer so much to sucess. But there's somethng that u must trade-in fer ur suceed. There's a price fer everythng. it's a future promising career.
Chatted. Laughed. Talked.*of cos* Ate. Came home at 3++ in the afternoon. Slept until 8.45. Bath. now here blogging and planning to go back to bed cos i just love it. I just love to meet ppl that can make me see my future clearer.
Office job's OUT.
Banking's not in too.
Busniess is never my thing.
I am afraid that i cant decide but i hold my passion fer bio. I will work fer bIO. i swear. Is my passion fer sci that keep me going fer so long. It's a long road with lots to know, to be discovered, tans to be gain, more to be learn...but it promise me a life. A life that i shud have. I deserve. Everyone deserves it. cos i think everyone knows what they want.
As fer Shina, i really hope she can take everything that comes no matter it's good or bad. She herself promise herself a future. NO one can promise anythng besides herself.

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Friday, October 26, 2007

not so MOOD

1st ~ hari k0ko

why i labeled it as a pointless event? let me explain. You should be informed that i dont really enjoy it. It's giving me trouble to fit my Mumtaz tuition with the koko timetable cos everythng is clashing. Secondly, i dont see what is soo good in going fer all this crap jus to make the ministry happie cos v SO CALLED paticipated. We dont really do anythng there so it's a waste of time. Eventually, there will be ppl will pretend that they are sooo active in certain thngs but in the way that they are not. Since no one really enjoys the these koko activities, why are they still carrying out the same thng ?! I am fed-up with those filling up forms work amd i am sick with it. If only they know all these koko activities bring nothng but it's just a waste of time fer pupils, they will replace it with somehtng elses. Although ppl do that fer the sake of marks , but i dont think it's wise to do that cos u r not honest to urself. If u dont like it, why are u doing it?! fer the sake of marks or just to recieve compliments from ppl. No offence against anyone. But if u realy like it, do it as u like. They are also certain ppl doing all cos they love love out doors activities.
If you are doing just fer the sake of marks, I SAY I HATE U
iF you have passion fer it, I SALUTE `

2nd ~ result recieving day

You should understand that i dislike ppl who is too too too into studies and wanna compete a lot. Unfortunately, this kind of human flood my class. Evryone seem soo fake when they go around asking fer ppl's marks and then recording it, analysing it. I detest this action. like ppl doing marketing survey of some sort of stupid research. The existence of this species of human irritate me A LOT. u get me, A LOT. i mean it. If u realise urself is this kind of pest stop it. Do it to other ppl. I can live with it so long as u dont turn up to me.But i dont think anyone likes it.

PS : If you think you are any catagory of those, I dont mind ur absence in the blog.
PPS : No offence against anyone.

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

N1cely one week

Declared this week as a relaxing week but it turn out to be diff...thought exam can relax a bit who knows, rushing to hand the stupiad register in so the blur sotong wont nagg..

mon ~ din study and the teacher din teach, v got out coco marks but i'm wondering whether i deserve those or not..cos is either i din go which means ponteng or i will escape afer the attendance is taken...smart leh...but still everyone is suprise with the marks they got...waited fer like 2 1/2 freaking hours before v can get our marks cos the Q is sooooo long which means most of the students joined pandu. Talked. Mihoko looked weird, maybe effect of the finalz..but i alright with it although at first dont reali understand. During maths, teacher gave us our paper marks...which is soo LOW...see how dumb am i...u wounldn'r wanna know a dumbster's marks. Thana broke down..=(..cried tried to make her feel alright but din know whether it helped or not..anyway, cheerup gal, there's up and down in life. take it easy. =)

tUE~ Did i mention that i forgot to bring the class name list and the tali to tie those objective papers..so dash to the nest door to ask fer help...Khim help and THANX A LOT gal...u make the day =]Bm was not worst than cik wong's question but pn norisa's one is not not confusing. Geo was okay fer me...can feel the breeze when i were struggling to complete it. Kh is lame cos i din know those teras quest but better then i tot..to bramble, accs was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E without ur help...=(

Wed~ Went to the photostate shop to photocopy the name lis b4 coming to skol cos running out of it...came to skol oni can see evrone turn godie goodie holding those thick books sitting in a group *mayb thats what they so called GROUP STUDY* but when v ever group study during the exam breaks, it ended up to be a GROUP LAUGHING or CHIT-CHAT* it's a very odd sence tho. if things like tis can throught the entire year, teacher can save tones of energy so this energy can be convert into electrical enrgy the skol no need to pay fer the electricity cos got natural generator in the skol is this exam fever last.

Eng's never an easy thing fer me cos u dont know if my language is something like vegitable..Maths was alright ambe cos of Shina's power in maths so i aso jadi beria- ria wanna sit fer maths exam ad..have no idea her..but with Shina's power, Maths' always fine fer me. : )

When it comes to history, i love see-ing ppl suffering squeezing everythng out of their head so me yself will get the answer....this one dunno whos power cos i know Shina dont reali fancy His..To Cassie, pls DO imagine dato maharaja lela as ur husband to make sure u wont forgot what her fights fer and how he died.




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Myself & I

  • She is weird in a way which is nearly indescribeable yet simple enough for you to understand. She loves loves loves her life. Gullible is her. Roasted lamb are appealing. Shopping is to kill time and the healthiest form of exercise. She attempt to complete her collection of wardrobe with pajamas. She is looking foward to more shopping trips with lots of return.
  • She is stubborn. She loves chocolates.She hearts starbucks.She treasures her friends and will never trade them for anything. her famili is irreplaceable. She enjoys shopping and sweating. Nothing beats the sastisfaction after indulging ice-cream, to be specific cookies-cream from haagen daaz. Music calms the soul.She might be just an ice or a cup of heart-warming coffee to you but always remember never judge. Originally in her skin.
  • It Ain't A Secret Anymore

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