Monday, May 18, 2009
Do not wear your heart on your sleeves
This is my story to tell, do not tell me what I can or cannot post on my blog.
I made a mistake, and God if I could change anything I would.
Now I am more relieved, happy and most of all satisfied.
Every specified quality I wanted in the opposite sex didn't appear in him.
He did not fit MY BILL.
So ask me, What were you thinking then?
I closed both ears and both eyes, not wanting to hear or see things which were blatantly obvious in front of me because I was having too much fun, but eventually the fun did not last.
I went through a certain patch when everything was just FOR FUN and without much thought given, I found myself committed to something which wasn't true to my beliefs.
I was limiting myself. I did not give myself the best I should deserve.
I was sold easy and that was my stupidity.
So it came to a point where I said ' Crap, This isn't what I want. '
I was not hurt, I was mostly disappointed with myself. Especially with the choice I made.
That was the reason for my tears.
I can be pretty blunt, very blunt actually but I do not care.
Think twice before you say something to me or I will snap at you without caring about your feelings.
I believe that is the way to survive.
Do not judge me through my mistakes. I have dealt with the consequences.
God forbid you, if you ever thought you were better than me.
You were never on the same wavelength to begin with.
Don't you dare call me a bitch or a slut,
Please, do not confuse me with you.
I made a mistake, and God if I could change anything I would.
Now I am more relieved, happy and most of all satisfied.
Every specified quality I wanted in the opposite sex didn't appear in him.
He did not fit MY BILL.
So ask me, What were you thinking then?
I closed both ears and both eyes, not wanting to hear or see things which were blatantly obvious in front of me because I was having too much fun, but eventually the fun did not last.
I went through a certain patch when everything was just FOR FUN and without much thought given, I found myself committed to something which wasn't true to my beliefs.
I was limiting myself. I did not give myself the best I should deserve.
I was sold easy and that was my stupidity.
So it came to a point where I said ' Crap, This isn't what I want. '
I was not hurt, I was mostly disappointed with myself. Especially with the choice I made.
That was the reason for my tears.
I can be pretty blunt, very blunt actually but I do not care.
Think twice before you say something to me or I will snap at you without caring about your feelings.
I believe that is the way to survive.
Do not judge me through my mistakes. I have dealt with the consequences.
God forbid you, if you ever thought you were better than me.
You were never on the same wavelength to begin with.
Don't you dare call me a bitch or a slut,
Please, do not confuse me with you.
Last thing I realised, it was all a rebound.
I wasn't in love,
I WAS IN LOVE WITH LOVE.
I wasn't in love,
I WAS IN LOVE WITH LOVE.
your love is like a shadow at 2:10 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together