Thursday, May 21, 2009
a contradiction with a twisted truth
He's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what he's thinking,
Nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
And now as I'm yelling over him, he's yelling over me,
All that that means, is neither of us is listening,
And what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.
And it gets me upset when you're constantly accusing,
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war, baby both of us are losing.
We fall into this place where,
You ain't backing down,
And I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?
♥
Nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
And now as I'm yelling over him, he's yelling over me,
All that that means, is neither of us is listening,
And what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.
And it gets me upset when you're constantly accusing,
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war, baby both of us are losing.
We fall into this place where,
You ain't backing down,
And I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?
♥
your love is like a shadow at 1:06 AM
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0 said we can't be wrong together
Monday, May 18, 2009
Do not wear your heart on your sleeves
This is my story to tell, do not tell me what I can or cannot post on my blog.
I made a mistake, and God if I could change anything I would.
Now I am more relieved, happy and most of all satisfied.
Every specified quality I wanted in the opposite sex didn't appear in him.
He did not fit MY BILL.
So ask me, What were you thinking then?
I closed both ears and both eyes, not wanting to hear or see things which were blatantly obvious in front of me because I was having too much fun, but eventually the fun did not last.
I went through a certain patch when everything was just FOR FUN and without much thought given, I found myself committed to something which wasn't true to my beliefs.
I was limiting myself. I did not give myself the best I should deserve.
I was sold easy and that was my stupidity.
So it came to a point where I said ' Crap, This isn't what I want. '
I was not hurt, I was mostly disappointed with myself. Especially with the choice I made.
That was the reason for my tears.
I can be pretty blunt, very blunt actually but I do not care.
Think twice before you say something to me or I will snap at you without caring about your feelings.
I believe that is the way to survive.
Do not judge me through my mistakes. I have dealt with the consequences.
God forbid you, if you ever thought you were better than me.
You were never on the same wavelength to begin with.
Don't you dare call me a bitch or a slut,
Please, do not confuse me with you.
I made a mistake, and God if I could change anything I would.
Now I am more relieved, happy and most of all satisfied.
Every specified quality I wanted in the opposite sex didn't appear in him.
He did not fit MY BILL.
So ask me, What were you thinking then?
I closed both ears and both eyes, not wanting to hear or see things which were blatantly obvious in front of me because I was having too much fun, but eventually the fun did not last.
I went through a certain patch when everything was just FOR FUN and without much thought given, I found myself committed to something which wasn't true to my beliefs.
I was limiting myself. I did not give myself the best I should deserve.
I was sold easy and that was my stupidity.
So it came to a point where I said ' Crap, This isn't what I want. '
I was not hurt, I was mostly disappointed with myself. Especially with the choice I made.
That was the reason for my tears.
I can be pretty blunt, very blunt actually but I do not care.
Think twice before you say something to me or I will snap at you without caring about your feelings.
I believe that is the way to survive.
Do not judge me through my mistakes. I have dealt with the consequences.
God forbid you, if you ever thought you were better than me.
You were never on the same wavelength to begin with.
Don't you dare call me a bitch or a slut,
Please, do not confuse me with you.
Last thing I realised, it was all a rebound.
I wasn't in love,
I WAS IN LOVE WITH LOVE.
I wasn't in love,
I WAS IN LOVE WITH LOVE.
your love is like a shadow at 2:10 AM
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0 said we can't be wrong together
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
childhood memories refreshED
Dimsum mornings just reminded me too much bout YeYe. He loves having dimsum as breakfast. We used to go for dimsum almost everytime we get the chance to have breakfast together. He loves porridge as far as i could remember. Chinese tea without fail.
We can talk bout almost everything. Maybe i was just too immmature and we could even fight over personal opinions. Then later we'll laugh at each another for pissing each another off.
How irony!
He plays quite a role in my life.
Hopefully i'll make it.
If not everything he did will just be a w-a-s-t-e.
only memories left behind
he's no more there
some random dish
my fav is called chee-cheong fun!!
2nd take
2nd shot
We can talk bout almost everything. Maybe i was just too immmature and we could even fight over personal opinions. Then later we'll laugh at each another for pissing each another off.
How irony!
He plays quite a role in my life.
Hopefully i'll make it.
If not everything he did will just be a w-a-s-t-e.
only memories left behind
he's no more there
some random dish
my fav is called chee-cheong fun!!
2nd take
Yeye fav!
2nd shot
your love is like a shadow at 2:45 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together