Tuesday, February 24, 2009
memorable 16 *part two*
Porto Romano with the family. Porto Romano means something to do with the sea. Had the sudden urge for Italian food. The father wanted too. It was indeed memorable and sweet?
interior very seashell-ish
the before
Bruschetta as starters
my turkey ham spaghetti
daddy's salmon spaghetti
mummy's mushroom
le cake
ps : I'll post the family picts up next. I have a lil to do now.
pps : i forgot my sisters' dish.
interior very seashell-ish
the before
Bruschetta as starters
my turkey ham spaghetti
daddy's salmon spaghetti
mummy's mushroom
le cakeps : I'll post the family picts up next. I have a lil to do now.
pps : i forgot my sisters' dish.
your love is like a shadow at 12:08 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
Friday, February 20, 2009
i will...
'so there's this girl..'
four words. that's all i heard.
that's all i had to hear. irony, sweet irony.
the moment i was going to come clean, and that was the moment you decided to tell me.
throughout the whole conversation, you never knew. probably never would've guessed. i held up so well.
"i know, i know you didn't do it on purpose. you would never hurt me. i know. but every word you said was like a stab to the heart. "
i just sat there and smiled, said all the right things, but i have no memory of it. it was like i was on autopilot, while the real me was scrambling around trying to stem my bleeding heart.
later on, i went out with the other him and got incredibly smashed.
More so than i've ever been before. he stopped me at one point, because i didn't have it in me to stop myself.
i came home, threw up everything , wrecked in sobs, trying to decribe how i felt.
i wanted to say that i was not that type of girl, the one that screwed herself over a boy.
i wanted to say that i was ok. perfectly so.
but all i sounded like was a hyperventilating drunk.
i attempted to be coherant and failed. i finally fell asleep, curled in a fetal position, my arms wrapped around my Barney stuffed toy.
i woke up this morning, and my head hurt so bad, i could almost convince myself that my heart didn't do the same.
i am going to fix myself, not with alcohol and lies, but with reality.
no more nights dreaming of you.
no more daydreaming, wishing for you.
i need to start taking care of myself, because i realise now, people are not always going to be around to save me.
last night, i lost control, completely. and it scares me. it scares me how self-destructive i can be.
so, this is me, fixing myself.
last post about you. no more no more no more.
i am done losing myself over you.
ps : thankyou.....=))
four words. that's all i heard.
that's all i had to hear. irony, sweet irony.
the moment i was going to come clean, and that was the moment you decided to tell me.
throughout the whole conversation, you never knew. probably never would've guessed. i held up so well.
"i know, i know you didn't do it on purpose. you would never hurt me. i know. but every word you said was like a stab to the heart. "
i just sat there and smiled, said all the right things, but i have no memory of it. it was like i was on autopilot, while the real me was scrambling around trying to stem my bleeding heart.
later on, i went out with the other him and got incredibly smashed.
More so than i've ever been before. he stopped me at one point, because i didn't have it in me to stop myself.
i came home, threw up everything , wrecked in sobs, trying to decribe how i felt.
i wanted to say that i was not that type of girl, the one that screwed herself over a boy.
i wanted to say that i was ok. perfectly so.
but all i sounded like was a hyperventilating drunk.
i attempted to be coherant and failed. i finally fell asleep, curled in a fetal position, my arms wrapped around my Barney stuffed toy.
i woke up this morning, and my head hurt so bad, i could almost convince myself that my heart didn't do the same.
i am going to fix myself, not with alcohol and lies, but with reality.
no more nights dreaming of you.
no more daydreaming, wishing for you.
i need to start taking care of myself, because i realise now, people are not always going to be around to save me.
last night, i lost control, completely. and it scares me. it scares me how self-destructive i can be.
so, this is me, fixing myself.
last post about you. no more no more no more.
i am done losing myself over you.
ps : thankyou.....=))
your love is like a shadow at 11:23 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
Saturday, February 14, 2009
dawn of historic change
21st of January 2009,
Mum, Dad, Gene I sat infront of the TV with 4 boxes of Pizza and a bottle of wine, waiting for the Inauguration of the 44th First Ever black African American President, Barack Hussein Obama.
It started at 6am live in the States but the Inauguration began at around 12pm. So back here, was about 12.30 am. So we camped out in the living room with me having serious discussion with Gene and the parents laying on the Bean Bags. I fell asleep half way because I ate up the whole Pizza alone *such gluttony*, I had my blanky with me. It was way too comfortable to not fall asleep.
Finally, Barack Obama taking his oath on the Lincoln Bible as the 44th President as well as the awaited 18 minutes speech, arrived. His speech was not a charming speech but one that spoke out directly to the Americans with much intensity in his voice that the United States are in the midst of a crisis that can be defeated with a united sense of purpose.
Don't disappoint the world, Mr President!
Damn, he is one hot President don't you think?
Have you ever thought what if an Asian rises up and becomes the next U.S President?
hmmm.
Mum, Dad, Gene I sat infront of the TV with 4 boxes of Pizza and a bottle of wine, waiting for the Inauguration of the 44th First Ever black African American President, Barack Hussein Obama.
It started at 6am live in the States but the Inauguration began at around 12pm. So back here, was about 12.30 am. So we camped out in the living room with me having serious discussion with Gene and the parents laying on the Bean Bags. I fell asleep half way because I ate up the whole Pizza alone *such gluttony*, I had my blanky with me. It was way too comfortable to not fall asleep.
Finally, Barack Obama taking his oath on the Lincoln Bible as the 44th President as well as the awaited 18 minutes speech, arrived. His speech was not a charming speech but one that spoke out directly to the Americans with much intensity in his voice that the United States are in the midst of a crisis that can be defeated with a united sense of purpose.
" Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real "
" They are serious and they are many, They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. but know this, America - they will be met "
Don't disappoint the world, Mr President!
Damn, he is one hot President don't you think?
Have you ever thought what if an Asian rises up and becomes the next U.S President?
hmmm.
your love is like a shadow at 2:06 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
waltz of gin rummy
The cny came and went. I totally missing all the gambling, staying-up, angpaus and hot distance cousins! What a waste, only cousins. I like to play catch catch with Max, Lina's doggie.
Pictures not in order :
cousins yang sudah berpunya
distance cousins and his frens
soon meng
the new born twins. emma and caden
soon meng n me
ju qian
some makan place
Joe. william. ju enn
cheers buddy! *johnny walker moments, quote gene*
'Here, try every single piece in the box'
Yum, absolutely sinful
Me, Gene, June & Lina were having a lau sai convo and YES WE ARE VERY GROSS PEOPLE.
A poo poo fest on the second day of CNY =.='' Not to forget mentioning my aunt was telling me about how my cousins were fighting for the toilet in their home! haha.
My dad calls these aktiviti ko-kurikulum
Texas Hold Em' Poker
cousins n uncles
gin rummy kaki-S
foosball gang
SEE YA IN THE YEAR OF TIGER!
Pictures not in order :
cousins yang sudah berpunya
distance cousins and his frens
soon meng
the new born twins. emma and caden
soon meng n me
ju qian
some makan place
Joe. william. ju enn
cheers buddy! *johnny walker moments, quote gene*
'Here, try every single piece in the box' Yum, absolutely sinful
Me, Gene, June & Lina were having a lau sai convo and YES WE ARE VERY GROSS PEOPLE.
A poo poo fest on the second day of CNY =.='' Not to forget mentioning my aunt was telling me about how my cousins were fighting for the toilet in their home! haha.
My dad calls these aktiviti ko-kurikulum
Texas Hold Em' Poker
cousins n unclesgin rummy kaki-S
foosball gangA thirst for camwhoring :
random random
my fav night dress
random random
my fav night dressSEE YA IN THE YEAR OF TIGER!
your love is like a shadow at 11:45 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together