Thursday, July 17, 2008
this thing needs an update
I proudly announced that this blog of mine is dead. That was close. I was not exactly in the right mood to update lately.
Was kinda stress due to a few obstacles in life. The list shall go on.
First. How could you fail an exam which you parents paid 200rm for just the registration only. Note that it's for the REGISTRATION only. Not including the examination fees. That explained why i am so stressed up these days. I can't hit the target but I don't want to waste the money. The solution is to put in a lil more effort. *stressed-up*
Second. I am not so sure whether will i get transfer to another school or not. Daddy is not bringing up the matter. I don't want to emphasize it. I choose to keep quiet and wait for his decision. Singaporeans can't freaking make-up thier minds. What if i really have to leave? I will have to fix my study and all those social issues there again. I am comfortable with what i have now and i don't want any changes near the future. Not near in the future. *worrys*
Third. Ths closely revolve those around me and maybe me IF i am not shifting. *i hope so* We are having a before-trial and pre-pmr class reshuffling. I hate it. Seeing the friendship grow but now flying apart. The bond built throughout these years. It's nearly in-de-sc-ri-ba-ble. *angers*
That concluded the me these days = STRESSED-UP + WORRYS + ANGERS
PS : my conclusion looks like a linear equation.
PPS : i need an answer from daddy. fast. i want the answer that i am hoping to get.
Was kinda stress due to a few obstacles in life. The list shall go on.
First. How could you fail an exam which you parents paid 200rm for just the registration only. Note that it's for the REGISTRATION only. Not including the examination fees. That explained why i am so stressed up these days. I can't hit the target but I don't want to waste the money. The solution is to put in a lil more effort. *stressed-up*
Second. I am not so sure whether will i get transfer to another school or not. Daddy is not bringing up the matter. I don't want to emphasize it. I choose to keep quiet and wait for his decision. Singaporeans can't freaking make-up thier minds. What if i really have to leave? I will have to fix my study and all those social issues there again. I am comfortable with what i have now and i don't want any changes near the future. Not near in the future. *worrys*
Third. Ths closely revolve those around me and maybe me IF i am not shifting. *i hope so* We are having a before-trial and pre-pmr class reshuffling. I hate it. Seeing the friendship grow but now flying apart. The bond built throughout these years. It's nearly in-de-sc-ri-ba-ble. *angers*
That concluded the me these days = STRESSED-UP + WORRYS + ANGERS
PS : my conclusion looks like a linear equation.
PPS : i need an answer from daddy. fast. i want the answer that i am hoping to get.
your love is like a shadow at 10:06 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together