Wednesday, May 28, 2008
emotional ride
Woo. Had a loong dey. Woke up in the morn and happened to be real blur. Just imagine u're still in your pajamas when your bestie calls and she just kick started my dey with a nice joke. Was talking to the bestie for err...almost an hour and half in my pajamas...try guessing the topic, you can die laughing! hahaha. Blekkk, =pp that woman just woke up too. We both poor hungry souls, no lunch untill 1.30pm! Our conversation revolves around all kind of stuff from the kl book fest to our lil secret. and i just discover something!! You cant hide!!! dont cheat on me my dear. =))
After the crazy-laughing-like-mad plus screaming conversation, i went up and shoved the diary with NO lunch. When i think i've got enough of it, i went down to annoy my sis a bit untill they were showing their super annoyed face, i went to the kitchen to date my milk in the fridge. Was browsing through the mags and discover that i am in the oh-i-need-cash condition. Flipping through them just to calm down my emotional soul. Trust me. Bad dey today was. I need retail therapy again!! I hate it when it's the last deys of ze months. A broke soul comes with PMS. ish-ness.
Later on, i decided to call that woman again b'cos i need someone to teman me a bit if not pigs will be flying. Found out that the bestie called last night and i heard the phone rang but DID NOT answer it. How smart can a person get sometimes i wonder. She poured. I poured. We poured. I think this is more to the process of growing. A friend once said, when is life easy without problems? We just hadda deal with it. This is life. Thanx to that friend of mine. She really woke me up from my dreams. *you know who you are and i am saying thankyou again* We managed to move to tv shows later and some personal issues. Dont worry, we're like this jingyi, this is how everything work out. Sit back and relax yeah?
The phone rang. I picked up. I went OMG. If you think it's my bestie this time, you're wrong!! It's hahahaha. I was stoned. Never before i was this speachless. I went OMG OMG OMG. Just hoping that the conversation will end in the shortest time. But it went on and on for and hour plus. I was both stoned and speachless. There's so many question mark in ze mind but not excatly nothing at heart. The strong feeling of guilt ran in my blood and i am once again defeated by myself.
The cold hard truth will make you cry over it for years, a white lie has it all that will make you live happily ever after. Do you prefer the TRUTH or the LIE????
PICK.
After the crazy-laughing-like-mad plus screaming conversation, i went up and shoved the diary with NO lunch. When i think i've got enough of it, i went down to annoy my sis a bit untill they were showing their super annoyed face, i went to the kitchen to date my milk in the fridge. Was browsing through the mags and discover that i am in the oh-i-need-cash condition. Flipping through them just to calm down my emotional soul. Trust me. Bad dey today was. I need retail therapy again!! I hate it when it's the last deys of ze months. A broke soul comes with PMS. ish-ness.
Later on, i decided to call that woman again b'cos i need someone to teman me a bit if not pigs will be flying. Found out that the bestie called last night and i heard the phone rang but DID NOT answer it. How smart can a person get sometimes i wonder. She poured. I poured. We poured. I think this is more to the process of growing. A friend once said, when is life easy without problems? We just hadda deal with it. This is life. Thanx to that friend of mine. She really woke me up from my dreams. *you know who you are and i am saying thankyou again* We managed to move to tv shows later and some personal issues. Dont worry, we're like this jingyi, this is how everything work out. Sit back and relax yeah?
The phone rang. I picked up. I went OMG. If you think it's my bestie this time, you're wrong!! It's hahahaha. I was stoned. Never before i was this speachless. I went OMG OMG OMG. Just hoping that the conversation will end in the shortest time. But it went on and on for and hour plus. I was both stoned and speachless. There's so many question mark in ze mind but not excatly nothing at heart. The strong feeling of guilt ran in my blood and i am once again defeated by myself.
The cold hard truth will make you cry over it for years, a white lie has it all that will make you live happily ever after. Do you prefer the TRUTH or the LIE????
PICK.
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your love is like a shadow at 11:09 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together