Wednesday, May 28, 2008

emotional ride

Woo. Had a loong dey. Woke up in the morn and happened to be real blur. Just imagine u're still in your pajamas when your bestie calls and she just kick started my dey with a nice joke. Was talking to the bestie for err...almost an hour and half in my pajamas...try guessing the topic, you can die laughing! hahaha. Blekkk, =pp that woman just woke up too. We both poor hungry souls, no lunch untill 1.30pm! Our conversation revolves around all kind of stuff from the kl book fest to our lil secret. and i just discover something!! You cant hide!!! dont cheat on me my dear. =))



After the crazy-laughing-like-mad plus screaming conversation, i went up and shoved the diary with NO lunch. When i think i've got enough of it, i went down to annoy my sis a bit untill they were showing their super annoyed face, i went to the kitchen to date my milk in the fridge. Was browsing through the mags and discover that i am in the oh-i-need-cash condition. Flipping through them just to calm down my emotional soul. Trust me. Bad dey today was. I need retail therapy again!! I hate it when it's the last deys of ze months. A broke soul comes with PMS. ish-ness.



Later on, i decided to call that woman again b'cos i need someone to teman me a bit if not pigs will be flying. Found out that the bestie called last night and i heard the phone rang but DID NOT answer it. How smart can a person get sometimes i wonder. She poured. I poured. We poured. I think this is more to the process of growing. A friend once said, when is life easy without problems? We just hadda deal with it. This is life. Thanx to that friend of mine. She really woke me up from my dreams. *you know who you are and i am saying thankyou again* We managed to move to tv shows later and some personal issues. Dont worry, we're like this jingyi, this is how everything work out. Sit back and relax yeah?



The phone rang. I picked up. I went OMG. If you think it's my bestie this time, you're wrong!! It's hahahaha. I was stoned. Never before i was this speachless. I went OMG OMG OMG. Just hoping that the conversation will end in the shortest time. But it went on and on for and hour plus. I was both stoned and speachless. There's so many question mark in ze mind but not excatly nothing at heart. The strong feeling of guilt ran in my blood and i am once again defeated by myself.






The cold hard truth will make you cry over it for years, a white lie has it all that will make you live happily ever after. Do you prefer the TRUTH or the LIE????


PICK.

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Monday, May 26, 2008

the weekend with the parents

Okay, since they were free and i was wanting to go feast on books, we were off to hit KLCC. Mummy is ever so supportive by going to shop alone since i wanna go find romance since my romance is done. Not my romance done la k, the books done. I got Judith Mcnaught's Untill You and Perfect. I am slow. Daddy got his management stuff. We stayed in that place for less then 45 mins. I dont enjoy the atmostphere there. Just stuffy.


According to my dad, since i am being such a good girl cos i buy books, he will be a good father by treating me a double scoop in return. He did. *jumps* So i was all hyped later on. You shall see what happened next. We met up with mummy at burberry-licious. She was also hyped and all also. Needless to ask, she bought la of cos. We made our way to Esprit and the burberry-licious *new name for my mum* got one piece thr also. I did not complain a single bit cos i am having the Haagen Daaz all on my own. *licks* You should be informed that the Q is darm long. Vincci was on a huge war i guess. I refused to go in so they didnt go in. *yesh* Mng, my last stop, but i din get anything also la.


Lunch in Chillies. Packed that place was. I got chocolates right after lunch cos i am good at pursuading my dad to get money. Craving is a full-time good excuse for indulgence *licks* My dad proclaimed himself as the walking ATM.


For once i ditched Converse and went for Nike. I amma leaving both my Converse behind. Daddy shall stop teasing me and stop making fun of the salesperson. My dad got a sweater. Mummy is wanting a new pair of traning shoes. Dadddy bought a pair. Mummy got a few peice of yoga wear.


Since my feet was killing me, i have a good reason to hunt for another pair. That's just an excuse. Unfortunately i am officially broke la. I decided to settle for something simple but sweet for jingyi's pressie. Just wait and see. Burberry-licious got another Ferragamo purse. *jealous* Zara. visited. Topshop. visited. Swatch. visited. Nothing.


Dine-in at Fisherman's cove, starhill. I dont reali enjoy seafood, you see it. Reached home around 10.30. Was officially dead.


CONCLUSION OF THE DAY :

I shall not lick that often.

I shall be good and not complain cos i did not get anything

Hey, i am not that spoilt after all.



Hollly holidays starts tomm and i have 2 weeks to finished up my undone stuff and jingyi's pressie. An outing with a fren who shifted to Sg, she's coming back the week after next week. C That doe wanna come over for some disscussion. Hoping that everything fits into my schedule.


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Saturday, May 24, 2008

teacher's dey

This event took place 2 days ago. This thing is a bit late la right. I put the effort to blog a bit b'cos COOK won, Y-E-S, DAVID COOK WON soomin!!!! The American Idol was our topic of the day throughout the whole event. The celebration ended early. *suprisingly* After leaving those looooong loong speaches by our HM behind b'cos she was away due to some religious reason. Like for once in a life time she's not around for all this occasion proved that she should get lost when it comes to all this kind of celebration in order to save lifes. So the whole celebration was short and stupid but not sweet. It's always lame. Since we sat with soomin and yeanlee, pretty much of camwhoring la, both of them right, cant get enough of it. Here and there only. Good laugh.

Went for tuition in the afternoon, class at night. Tiring day. Tried singing in MSN but failed. Gave up. I am off to bed to adore COOK. Kyle Patrick still rocks.


Just a few picts of the day.
Vanessa, the pari-pari guru, the mascot of the day

the short & stupid ceremony

stars of tomm : yeanlee, soomin, yourstruly, the bestie




yeanlee & me



pathetic much? thanks to yeanlee


firm grip ?



my dear ruby-ians, class of 2006, 2007, 2008.
PS : i have love for myself. It's self-love. =))
PPS : Gimme a reason to say NO ?
PPPS : borned on the 20th Jun, the outing how? i'll bring u out if i am good and if u're alright with it.

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

burfday SHOUT OUT

MISSSSSY ALICIA NG YEAN LEE
since the day before yesterday was ur BIG BIG BIG day right,
i decided to be good and not call u sei yeanlee for once...*opps*
HAPPY 15th & ENJOY YOUR LIFE TO DA MAX !!!!
those were the emo times every kid have to go through
those were the days we laughed like hooligans *we still*
chasing each other like we're gonna kill each another
fooling & playing around
15 rings the bell and wakes you up from all your dreams...
No matter which burfday you're celebrating in the future,
just remember that there's a friend that will always wish you all the best.
I will come and haunt you even in ur dreams.

HAPPI BURFDAY GURL!!
*huggggs*

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of blood type and personality

Lets see what i've got these days.. How blood type affect one's personality. It's true cos it's in ur blood and grows from ur flesh. I find it pretty interesting.

Step one. Read through the traits carefully and try guessing which group of personality suits u the best.

Step Two. Match it with ur official medical report.



HAVE FUN!


i > You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal. You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident. Your weaknesses include vanity and jealously and a tendency to be too competitive. they can be energetic, extroverted and sociable. They don't always finish what they start. Creative and popular. They love to be the center of attention and appear self-confident. They express strong emotions and may quickly take the apposite view. They are easily addicted to something, such as love, drug, gambling and it is very hard to get out of them. They are somewhat good at crime. Most people in prison are major criminals of this blood type.





ii > You like harmony, peace and organization. You work well with others, and are sensitive, patient and affectionate. Among your weaknesses are stubbornness and an inability to relax. They can be shy, sensitive to surroundings and others and reliable. They could be stable with consciousness that they belong to some organizations. Once they fall in love with somebody, they devote themselves to the partner. While outwardly calm, they have such high standards *perfectionists* that they tend to be balls of nerves on the inside. They are the most artistic of the blood groups. They can be shy, are conscientious, trustworthy, and sensitive. Most people in mental hospital are with this blood type. Don’t judge them by their appearance.






iii > You're a rugged individualist, who's straightforward and likes to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adopt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness. they can be egocentric, goal oriented and strong minded. You are the individualists of the blood groups and find their way in life. Because you dislike custom, you don’t want to belong to any organization. You can be entrepreneurial but may not be flexible. You cannot be the best player due to their attitude toward the work. You will start a task and continue it until completed, and completed well.

iv > Cool and controlled, you're generally well liked and always put people at ease. You're a natural entertainer who's tactful and fair. But you're standof fish, blunt, and have difficulty making decisions.They are the split personalities of the blood groups. They can be both outgoing and shy, confident and timid. They are greedy, unpredictable in social situations and their character is unclear. While responsible, too much responsibility will cause a problem. They are trustworthy and like to help others.

i ~ type O

ii ~ type A

iii ~ type B

iv ~ type AB







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Friday, May 16, 2008

starbucks overdose!



The pict was taken during last chirstmas i guess, loving the designs with snowflakes.



double dose per day, 4 days in a row, it's just pure bliss!!

It's for me to taste and for u to see, not taste!

It is transforming me into a caffine junkie but at least i aint like someone that carry coffee to school everyday...


I think starbucks earn more than Gates.


with you with you with you with you..........*sings the With You song*



i am please. =)))))))




loves, have a nice day!

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

a night in vegas and days in school

I was stuck with exams for the past few days and not really feeling well. Exams were fine. I am just so worn out by the end of the day. When i got home i just roll myself up in my coozy bed cos i want to. I am adopting bad habits. Bad bad ones.


Flashback on monday, as far as i could remember, bm 1 was tough, bm 2 is good. Followed by civic. Apperently everyone finished in a couple of minutes and start annoying each another. Talking. Sending invisible signals from miles away, stationaries flying in the midst afternoon air. That is just the people. My tutition teacher is officially dead from explaining maths to me. Excuse me that i dont have the genes, it's not that u dont know.


English for tuesday. Both paper were fairly challenging, brain squeezing session it is. PE was next. I didnt know that we need to get married in order to mentaati our parents' will!! like wth. Everyone was again showing their acts cos it's a pretty simple one. The day ended with Arts i think. It's okay for someone like me that own a lil more common sense than u.


Wednesday is just d-r-e-a-d-f-u-l. Didnt wanna come cos my fever is getting out of hand during midnight. Dady woke me up at 7.15 and i felt alright so i went. Late i was. Sat for Moral with no preparation at all. Basically not much of hafalan nilai-s needed so i get to escape i guess. *prays* Geo was more on once again i shud say, common sense. I dont think there's vaccine for dengue fever anyway. Went for 9.30pm show of What Happens in Vegas at OneU with the parents. They insisted draging me along and leaving the sibs at home and i have to face my worst fear in just 6 hours time and they're dragging me to the cinema. CAmeron is good. I think they both enjoy more than i did. Came home around 1 in the morning after mamak-ing after the movie. I think my last trip to the cinema was 27 Dresses.


Woke up at 7 this morn but not late this time cos i skipped break-a-fast. Hadda take the pills in the afternoon la. No choice. One more thing , LEE YEE THONG, that woman is everywhere! I saw her like 5 times a day. Maths was not that bad. My careless disease struck again. This time my burning my paper 2's mark. I think i learnt my lesson and did quite fine in paper 1. I am dissapointed not b'cos i have no clue what is to be done but doing the right things that turned out wrongly in a correct way. Got me.

Went for tuition and this is what the maths man said when i show him my paper :

Good good. See i told you it's be alright

Wrong d wor, still alright??

You wrong b'cos you careless ma, not b'cos you dunno how to do!


But i am still allergic to maths after all. Lets wait for the result and you will see me cursing teachers from the school untill the house. Even in my sleep! mind you!! At least now i dont feel so bad and Shina did not waste her time teaching me b'sides giving me heaps of advice. Junli, ur IMAGINATION helped too. I was imagining how to rotate in the midst of the exam.


I think i have living skills tmr but i dont have a clue at all. Doest this sound fammiliar to you? YES, I DONT HAVE A CLUE ON ANYHTING AT ALL! But i still have a lil living skills in my flesh. wE shall just wait for tomm and see what will happen. I am off enjoying my PS : I Love you movie. I watched it for like a hundred times alrdy but i still like it. Same goes to Pride and Prejudice.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

my week

Brief recap for the week before.


MOnday
Went to school, nothing much. The PE teacher on why woman get married so many times these days. I had fun annoying my classmate with the BLACK rubber rat that i got from my sis. Some were freaked out. Esp my head of cleanliness. Had a good time irritating her. Even Levinn *still me sis , dead or alive* is shocked and scream her lungs out in the canteen. Picture it, when everyone is so buzy nerding b'cos exam is just minutes away and all in a sudden someone breaks into a high-pitched scream. Eyes were all on her. It's a joke after all.


TUEsday
I made my maths teacher hit the roof but i dunno why b'cos i am absolutely fine with it. Well, i dont see a point. That moral woman used my rat to forced the students do hafal thos nilai-s and she stuck my rat on the ceiling. The whole class went laughing like hooligans not b'cos of the rat but the teacher's expression on how she threatened she will feed them with the rat if they fail to hafal. Mihoko wanted to borrow so she took the stick to get that thingu down. Tuition nothing much. He's done explaining all those long long formulae question to me this maths-intolerant creature but in the end i absorbed a lil i guess.


Wednesday
Slept a lil in class cos i was sick like a fish. Our soprano that sings geografi went missing so we escape 2 masa of geo. Sakun was not here as well but she left some work. This teacher who came in for relief is such a stinky pest mayn. She dont allow us to talk a single bit. Each time someone opens their mouth, she start asking if she has work to do. An hour with her is just pure torture. I didnt even realise her existance in our school untill she entered our class. Her eng-rish belongs to the china refungee. If u speak eng-rish, how're u suppose to educate the convent students? Now i know she's only here to relief. I got pricked for 2 good hours in the fine evening. Laying on the bed, enjoying the scenery is just pure boredom and how the thing is dripping so slow.


THURsday
Half the class was absent including that DOE. Had a small talking session with Ness from 7.45 ~ 10.00 cos all the teachers were gone for good. Were practically exchanging experience with Ness and at a point we stopped and stared at each other speachlessly and ended up laughing mysteriously. Lets make it stay between me and Ness. The class is suprisingly quiet maklumlah all the loudspeakers were gone kan~?! Mihoko and me made some ridiculus prediction bout the future. This is how the conver goes.

me
mihoko


eh, i think i like **** know?

*laughed like some air-headed woman*

reali! why are u laughing? i tot u.....

can u stop kidding? fool!

i am not kidding or fooling around...i am serious *attempt to look serious*

*laughs* i know you wont and u will never.

What if i reali have feelings for him?? *convincing face*

i say u wont means u wont la, ish!!

what IF i do in the future?

*laughs*

u think gossip girl izit? eh, do u think i will fall for my sis's guy? are u sane??

*laughs like hooligan*

Dont worry Mihoko, that will not happen even if malaysia snows. Nothing can come between our friendship. Can u imagine that u're going out with ur sis's guy? We both end up laughing in the end. In deep down our hearts we know how much we trust and understand each other.




Hillsong on the 28th? still waiting for daddy's confirmation and the ticketing. That DOE is going with her sis. I am so stiff nowadays. Need some good move and sweat. Hoping for a blast.




- prayers answered -

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Saturday, May 3, 2008

+agged

Part 1: On the outside
Name: Lim Xinyan
Date of Birth: 11th Feb 1993
Current Status: single and but not available =)
Eye Colour: Dark brown?
Hair Colour: black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: aquarius


Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: malaysian chinese
Your Fear: lost alone in some dark place
Your Weakness: procrastination


Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: what now?
Your bedtime: varies
Your most missed memory: trip to Austria with yeye *omg i miss him!*


Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McD's or Burger King: Mc--d
Single or Group Dates: single is perfect
Adidas or Nike: Nike for design
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea..lipton is weirddd
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate = Bliss
Cappuccino or Coffee: i think i prefer frappu


Part 5: Do You..
Smoke: hell no
Curse: ooh YES!
Drink : socially..i tend to get over broad at times


Part 6: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: yeah
To the mall: of cos!!
Been on stage: no no no
Eaten sushi: thanx to daddy..
Dyed your hair: soon la soon, as soon as i leave school


Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: no
Changed who you were to fit in: only fools will believe i do


Part 8: Age
You're hoping to be married: when Mr. Right is here?


Part 9: In A Guy/GirlBest
eye colour: brown is niceee
Hair colour: just no funny colours, pls.
Short or long hair: depends on the individual


Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: doing this
1 hour ago: bathing
1 month ago: emo-ing
1 year ago: enjoying life and taking things for granted


Part 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: me, my family, my friends, beautiful things in life
I feel: good?
I miss: having fun and everyone
I need: some inspiration to drive me further, money to cure my itchy-ness, starbucks to please me, my friends by my side, to get my hair done, to learn how to drive soon, more and more sleeppp


Part 12: Tag 6 People

Yeanlee
Yeethong
Mihoko

anyone??



List out 5 presents you wish for:

~ happiness
~ not just 24 hours a day and 7 days a week
~ moneyyy
~ a driving pass
~ the inspiration in me to move on


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Myself & I

  • She is weird in a way which is nearly indescribeable yet simple enough for you to understand. She loves loves loves her life. Gullible is her. Roasted lamb are appealing. Shopping is to kill time and the healthiest form of exercise. She attempt to complete her collection of wardrobe with pajamas. She is looking foward to more shopping trips with lots of return.
  • She is stubborn. She loves chocolates.She hearts starbucks.She treasures her friends and will never trade them for anything. her famili is irreplaceable. She enjoys shopping and sweating. Nothing beats the sastisfaction after indulging ice-cream, to be specific cookies-cream from haagen daaz. Music calms the soul.She might be just an ice or a cup of heart-warming coffee to you but always remember never judge. Originally in her skin.
  • It Ain't A Secret Anymore

Those Days

  • October 2009
  • September 2009
  • August 2009
  • July 2009
  • June 2009
  • May 2009
  • April 2009
  • March 2009
  • February 2009
  • January 2009
  • December 2008
  • November 2008
  • October 2008
  • September 2008
  • August 2008
  • July 2008
  • June 2008
  • May 2008
  • April 2008
  • March 2008
  • February 2008
  • January 2008
  • December 2007
  • November 2007
  • October 2007
  • September 2007
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