Friday, March 7, 2008
Shattered heart forced to heal
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
~ It's like you missed a chace to wish upon a wishing star
No matter how beautiful it was, it's over ~
Yesterday everything went quite well in school. Talked to Thana a lil bout it. She knoes it all frm the beginning. Not much knoes. Thana, Mihoko, Levinn and Elaine. I reali made a scene. Not reali a scene but i still felt the awkwardness between us. Silence lies between two disconnected souls.
Reading it is hurting me even deeper and harder,
refreshing the memories that i found too hard to erase,
laughters that i got so used to,
the comforting voice that will pop-out any time in a day,
brotherly advise that i use to seek,
even a simple good morning or good night.
I read two paragraph and paid a price of 2 hours tears flow. Pricey ones. I will seriously go think about it if next time attempt to do any reading on it. I even realise something that i dont even know bout myself which is good.*i guess* I thought you didnt act observe that much cos i give unclear signals sometimes. *maybe*
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
~ It's like you missed a chace to wish upon a wishing star
No matter how beautiful it was, it's over ~
Yesterday everything went quite well in school. Talked to Thana a lil bout it. She knoes it all frm the beginning. Not much knoes. Thana, Mihoko, Levinn and Elaine. I reali made a scene. Not reali a scene but i still felt the awkwardness between us. Silence lies between two disconnected souls.
Reading it is hurting me even deeper and harder,
refreshing the memories that i found too hard to erase,
laughters that i got so used to,
the comforting voice that will pop-out any time in a day,
brotherly advise that i use to seek,
even a simple good morning or good night.
I read two paragraph and paid a price of 2 hours tears flow. Pricey ones. I will seriously go think about it if next time attempt to do any reading on it. I even realise something that i dont even know bout myself which is good.*i guess* I thought you didnt act observe that much cos i give unclear signals sometimes. *maybe*
I am having a good race with time. Pieceing it back silently, placing it in the correct angle and lastly adjust to the optimum temperature. Done. Well said is easier then well done.
ONE week holi one the go. Yaay! Hadda go maybe spoil myself a bit without forgetting my current financial status, i stil have 2 parties to go and i have absolutely nothing in the dysfunctional brain. Gonna drown myself will long long bath. Reali long ones. What else is better than uninterrupted peaceful sleep. Overwhelm me with anti-depressent pills pls. I nid it, fast. Maybe the partying will help a bit.
PS : results cuming
PPS : i'm going nutz.
PPPS : i shall see you ppl when i regain my sanity.
/ How Broken Can A Heart Shatter ?? Heart beats slowing pains are growing. For simply ... it has torn apart \
your love is like a shadow at 9:57 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together