Friday, February 15, 2008
My 15th time in the life.
I shud start frm whr the celebration starts. The celebration started on the 10th of Feb 1 am sharp. Jen came over and fetch me to her stupiak-no-one-stays-in taman with her house in it. The parents will only be back after Cny. She blind-folded me b4 stepping into her house. I only expect 3 of them to be there cos another 2 exclaimed to be buzy so they will not be celebrating with me. The worse part was the moment i landed my foot into the house, i heard no sound. Kinda panic fer a while. Jen ask me to unblind-fold myself. In the half concious condition, poof! I saw candles and ppl singing burfday song. Nearly teared. Shocked.
Ate a bit. Julia act makes a good cook. Thanx lady. and i love ur pressie which i've already used it by now. When we were half way eating, ' someone ' came and ring the bell. So i dont have a choice besides letting him to join us fer the feast. Deniss kinda lik ehint him that i'll be there with them that night. I first didnt realise wht he brought. We sat on the swing after clearing up the mess. It's around 3~4 am i guess. All of us had random talk with him around accompanied by tequila.
Later, the 5 manusia-s left me with him both on the swing. I said HI as usual. He said something. I said something too. He handed me his journal according to him that is the last thing that he wants to give me. I was quite shock and were iced fer a few seconds. I told him that nothing can change everything. I apologized fer not making it to this valentine b'cos we're just not good enough together fer each other. I am not done reading the diary yet. He went off after telling what he wanted to tell but still Nothing can change everything. Make this the last meeting fer both of us as someone with the relationship more than friendship. The only that exist now is friendship only. I can't go any further.
Back to the celebration, we had a few spilling and in all a sudden, everyone started the heart to heart talk. Almost everyone cried. This might be one of the best burfday of my life. A lot of facts lust fer life and only the characters change. Knowing that something is missing is the easiest thing but realising that you're having a blast is not the easiest thing in life. The pressies shud be a secrest between 6 of us. It will not be reveal.
After a long sleep, life decided to wake me up from my sweeeeet dream during my 15th year on earth. More confusing T-junctions to cross, more life threatening decisions to make, more challanges ahead, rocky path all the way, a longer way to go. We slept approximately 6. Woke up at 11. Dressed. Mummy came and pick me up frm the neighbourhood. Ate brunch with the cuzzies. Went home. Rested fer a while. Off to 1Utama.
TGI Fridays fer lunch. Kinda bought a dress frm forever 21. Mummy got me a piece frm Elle. A 3-quarter pants frm 3sprit. Still hunting fer my shoes. A need a pair of proper shoes besides heels. I kinda eyed on a pair of heels frm Nine West. But my target is proper shoes other than heels so forget it. Had starbucks. Thanx to Julia's Gold Class ticket fer Game Plan. The cuzzies paid..keke. I somehow realise that since my burfday falls near cny, i tend to receive extra angpows as burfday pressie and everyone easily remember it. Even fer those who're not close to you, it's like seeing my aunts and uncles giving me extra red packets as b'day pressie, they happens to be doing the same thing. This is the advantages of a near-cny-baby. Extra CASH!!!
Headed to The ship cos i wanted. I am a loyal fan of roasted lamb. Cocktail fer me as well. Was nice. Went to Klcc. Pretty tiring all the way but manage to survive. Walked through all the shop that contain shoes that i'm looking fer. Maybe i 'm just a lil picky this time or maybe i'm picky. Got home at 8.45 cos my body is demanding fer rest already. Had my beauty sleep accompanied with the wishes frm everyone and pressies frm all my love ones.
T-h-a-n-x to those who remembered, wished and those who forgot.
Ate a bit. Julia act makes a good cook. Thanx lady. and i love ur pressie which i've already used it by now. When we were half way eating, ' someone ' came and ring the bell. So i dont have a choice besides letting him to join us fer the feast. Deniss kinda lik ehint him that i'll be there with them that night. I first didnt realise wht he brought. We sat on the swing after clearing up the mess. It's around 3~4 am i guess. All of us had random talk with him around accompanied by tequila.
Later, the 5 manusia-s left me with him both on the swing. I said HI as usual. He said something. I said something too. He handed me his journal according to him that is the last thing that he wants to give me. I was quite shock and were iced fer a few seconds. I told him that nothing can change everything. I apologized fer not making it to this valentine b'cos we're just not good enough together fer each other. I am not done reading the diary yet. He went off after telling what he wanted to tell but still Nothing can change everything. Make this the last meeting fer both of us as someone with the relationship more than friendship. The only that exist now is friendship only. I can't go any further.
Back to the celebration, we had a few spilling and in all a sudden, everyone started the heart to heart talk. Almost everyone cried. This might be one of the best burfday of my life. A lot of facts lust fer life and only the characters change. Knowing that something is missing is the easiest thing but realising that you're having a blast is not the easiest thing in life. The pressies shud be a secrest between 6 of us. It will not be reveal.
After a long sleep, life decided to wake me up from my sweeeeet dream during my 15th year on earth. More confusing T-junctions to cross, more life threatening decisions to make, more challanges ahead, rocky path all the way, a longer way to go. We slept approximately 6. Woke up at 11. Dressed. Mummy came and pick me up frm the neighbourhood. Ate brunch with the cuzzies. Went home. Rested fer a while. Off to 1Utama.
TGI Fridays fer lunch. Kinda bought a dress frm forever 21. Mummy got me a piece frm Elle. A 3-quarter pants frm 3sprit. Still hunting fer my shoes. A need a pair of proper shoes besides heels. I kinda eyed on a pair of heels frm Nine West. But my target is proper shoes other than heels so forget it. Had starbucks. Thanx to Julia's Gold Class ticket fer Game Plan. The cuzzies paid..keke. I somehow realise that since my burfday falls near cny, i tend to receive extra angpows as burfday pressie and everyone easily remember it. Even fer those who're not close to you, it's like seeing my aunts and uncles giving me extra red packets as b'day pressie, they happens to be doing the same thing. This is the advantages of a near-cny-baby. Extra CASH!!!
Headed to The ship cos i wanted. I am a loyal fan of roasted lamb. Cocktail fer me as well. Was nice. Went to Klcc. Pretty tiring all the way but manage to survive. Walked through all the shop that contain shoes that i'm looking fer. Maybe i 'm just a lil picky this time or maybe i'm picky. Got home at 8.45 cos my body is demanding fer rest already. Had my beauty sleep accompanied with the wishes frm everyone and pressies frm all my love ones.
T-h-a-n-x to those who remembered, wished and those who forgot.
your love is like a shadow at 8:01 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together